Gawd... life is so predictable..

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2009-11-13T10:13:00.000-08:00

Time to blog again i guess, since i have nothing better to do.
Life's miserable.. you cant seems to get satisfied with what you already have

Today's free tickets to 2012 was still okay..
Waited 3 hours for nothing and doing nothing meaningful but wait till the movie start
But the show was marvelous, the effects look soo real..
Gosh if only.. haiz why cant i forget about her..
Anyway, me, sis, bro and my cousin went for this movie.
And it made us miss the last train.

Im so wanting to play dragon age origins.
though its a single player, i like the graphics.
and story line.
Haiz, ITP and part time job don allow me to play..
Somemore my bro, most of e time playing it.

I really want another one... the one.. ya the one..
Hope can meet new friends tml as im going zouk to celebrate friend's bday
just thinking about friends, i saw my ex classmate..
and shes selling hagen daz ice cream... then tell me to buy><
donno if i was rite about going over in the first place or not..
5 bucks per cup, then she tell me buy 3 or 2..
Lol. i m ard so poor.. don leech me more..
end up i bought 1 only.

Sigh time to slp and stop thinking =(

2 major decision

2009-08-29T12:04:00.000-07:00

stupid la.. lost my wallet with my ic again... ><

This made me come to 2 financial situation..

1. cancel my LTC trip and claim back the 600 dollars.. even though i can claim it back from edusave..

2. cancel my insurance savings account.. lose 850 bucks though i do no need to pay this year's one...

zzzz life sucks la..=(
pls give me advise..

evol

2009-08-25T09:38:00.000-07:00

when i see through the days, whom i spent with and how long.
i calculated...
1/2 on her, 1/3 on projects..
my goodness.. why is the proportion wrong?
And omg la.. why am i always saying gossips.. on myself somemore..

Haiyo..
Anyway.. i find myself getting more and more attached to her..
But i feel like i am the cause shes not studying =(
O no.. i feel bad..
This is the situation..
While she's studying and i am sleeping, She studies a little and thens wants to join me ><
When i have to go off to do project, she stay in club room and pretend to study.. only to find out that shes really sleeping..
WHen i say i cannot accompany her in sch.. she stays at home watch movie...
WHen i tell her to study.. she gives me that look..
Omgosh.. how to control her?

Haiz.. next time talk more...
Me just finished FYP..
Need to sleep..
4 days no sleep ard!!! Damm...

My day of freedom gone?

2009-08-21T09:27:00.000-07:00

I have always think, that people with girlfriend or boyfriend are very lucky people.
They have someone to share about things, life or random stuffs.
There's always someone they can rely on when things go out of place.
Perhaps things are not really going in the way i am thinking as well..

Although there are advices from people with gf or bf that when u have one,
ur freedom is gone as well..
Consumer's advice, i'm not saying this becos i dont have freedom.
just random saying.. =P

Anyway.. after experiencing one.. i tend to
Have lesser time to spend on my computer,
Have more trips to go to the ATM machine,
have different eye view from people,
have lesser time to spend with family
Have lesser meals to consume,
have more fatigue after sending her home,
have lesser time with "boy" friends,
have more worries and troubles.
And many more -.-

However, it feels great to have one as,
there's a hand i can hold on to.
There's someone i can talk to at night,
there's .... ok why am i saying this?

Ok.. i've experienced it ard.. and stated out my worries..
I really hope she doesn't find this page.. OMG...
AND Please dont tell her..

back to emo

2009-07-21T08:36:00.000-07:00

this isn't working really well
i tot he changed, but i was wrong
i am so not going to do my job as comitee until i get the student plan..

I feel so emo now.
tot that watching bruno will make me feel better.
but things get worst..

i just wanna cut my chest open
and pull out my heart.
and end all this in 1 go.

arg
why do i always have this feeling?
ever since bbq i feel like dying..

things never seem to be better
no matter how i look
it always appear to be on the dark side.=(

always looking up
to someone to cheer me up
but never have this person been here =(

Pls god, tell me
tell me how and what to do now.
I dont think i can take it anymore.

bbq

2009-07-19T21:02:00.000-07:00

gosh.. i think it may be the most..
nvm.. my first time bbq with the divers anyways...
the last time they had one i was busy with proj.. and i haven known them yet..
Now its bbq night at manfred's house..
the house is spacious and empty..
well, at least there's something i would never forget..
=( some bad things happen..

1. I lead lewis, cheryl, sue min to sit outside the hse for like 15 mins when the gate is actually unlocked.. =(

2. I started the big fire on the charcoal but burnt myself for it. And now its scared onto my skin.. D=

3. I kiap the tongs and it accidentally cut my hand, causing it to have an opening. After which i shell the prawns and it hurts like mad. Hopefully the blood was not on the prawns. Haha =D

4. I spilled china apple onto El's feet after she helped me to get a refill. Haha, kindness begets kindness. And i can rmb the whole scene, its not entirely my fault. its.. nvm.. i can put the blame on me ><

5. This bad thing didn't really involve me =P but i splatter charcoal onto Adonia's feet. Not like i wanted to.. its random... =PP

6. I dont think it'll be nice if i list all the bad things here o.0 soooo uncool.. haha. 0.o

After the BBQ, went with the remaining group to wei ping's house.
It would be bad if i just left the group right? i could have followed manfred to my hse.
But i have made major decision and decided to stay and accompany the group.
BUT they go wei ping house and slp.. -.-..
So we decided to all go out to the prata shop and drink somethings..
Gosh la.. ton a bit also cannot.. must go slp..
Ya.. then ur excuse would be u got training in the morning..

I dont know if this bbq would be called successful or unsuccessful..
As long as everyone had fun??
I cant really have much fun as .........
As........
O no.. i just cant say it here..
dots came out instead -.-

Here's an after and before photos of HAIR

I lazy to edit to make the white hair more obvious..
Yeah.. the left is Adonia, right is Sue min..
THe hair style same..
THe funny thing is that sue min is older than adonia by a year..
Haha..

Haiz.. so bored.. life getting more and more bored..
I need to find company..

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2009-07-15T10:16:00.000-07:00

Today, will be talking about forgiveness
To forgive somebody, one must live in the consequences of the person's sin.
Wow, can i really forgive someone?

First impression that comes in my mind will be my father.
Ha, will i be able to live in ...
nvm.. secondly would be that taxi driver..
My gosh... he makes me mad..
arg... indian driver.. reckless.. gosh..
Must all taxi drivers be like this?
Its either their rushing or they are driving slowly..
either they have business or not.
I can never know what they are thinking about..

today's theory lesson was alright..
The good news would be the dates have been changed to 31st instead of 7th.
Means i get to go! YESH!
ok .. maybe not that good.. as i still have fyp to rush up.. =(

Tml will be a busy day...
staying back late in sch i think..

2009-07-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

Whats this?? GSS?? hmm i wonder where

Yeah.. went to this nice Japanese Buffet restaurant..
Called Hibiki..
The food was nicee =))
Never knew Sashimi was this nice..
But i'm not addicted to it.. =(
Its just taste nice..
Fish was fresh, thick and good =) And i even tried it with the Wasibi.. which i hate until now.. NICE!!

I did not take pictures of the food as i definitely do not want to be a photo whore..
Thats just too many photos to take..
But i really should have taken picture of that Korean in front of me!!!
Wa liew.. wasted... =(( Shes so cute la...

Haha.. Only for today.. my bed shall be in the living room. =(
Slpping on the floor.. Good thing my mattress is still there...
Otherwise.. tml morning presentaton sure..
Pain..
So tiring la.. after badminton practice..

I woke up at 9.. realising the people from Seahorse who delivers the bed are coming.
And i have to be at home..
They came at 10.30 and set the bed up till 11..

Thats why i left the house late.. and did not return the camera on time..
Stupid la.. we're only 15 mins late.. and they want us to pay 50 bucks..
Screw them la.. its already our last time borrowing the equipments.. still wan to suck up our money..
Guai lan kias... Even though its book by book.. i still not happy..

Haiz.. time to do work..
2pid Quek wants to see us tml to see what we've done..
And its not Sarah Quek.. its my lecturer.. i just realise they have the same surname
ZzzzZZzzz
I am soo lazyy now...

O nice

2009-07-11T07:21:00.000-07:00

If u haven seen this, go see =)

My diploma teaches how to do this kind of advertisement..

TOday was a bit shiok and maybe not..
I sleep from 2am to 4.40pm ...
wahaha... confortable but..
My half saturday is gone..
And i'm suppose to go take the camera from club room in the morning..
So i left house at 6pm .. took the camera and joined my family for dinner..
at IMM.. eat kopitiam..
I having bad sore throat..
Donno why.. don feel like eating spicy stuffs..
So many things canot eat liao la..
in the end eat mixed veg rice..
and din finish all.. cause the egg is sour, tofu is tasteless, meat is little..

Yesh... finally.. my room is halfway done..
show ur the be4 and after..
Haha..
not much diff la.. o.o
Before

After

I GTG.. all thanks to somebody i'm soo late... -.-
In return i shall s*a** u..

Emos..

2009-07-10T09:47:00.000-07:00

FYP(Final yr proj)
If you think you are up for the challenge,
then don just stand there and do nothing.
Take initiative la..
If u see that people's in trouble or difficulty occurs,
dont wait for the person shout for help
Take initiative la...
If you wan to know something from us
don sit there tiam tiam
Take initiative la....
If u know we're short of manpower
don just leave us alone..
Take initiative la.....

Specially dedicated to eaten..

After FYP filming..
very very tired...
rest at diver room for a while..
then jie choong came over..
Haha.. brought him to play soccer with the crusaders..
woo hoo.. score goals =)

Aiyo.. donno want to go work or go home -.-
SO sian.. home can talk more.. work talk less..

Recalling back the open water theory..
Why only 3 females??
Diving is not a sport when theres more males theres more fun..
haha, gosh.. some more 2 of them are from my group..
hmm .. my group got ... Kahseng, wilson, ethan, lewis that got go.. and + el & sue min
6 out of 8.. ok la.. the other grops.. cmi la. so little..
divers shld award our grp for being the most united =D

O man.. soccer.. i scratched my leg..
owwwwww...
pain for a while only.. not forever.. i hope..

Noo.. my bed is coming..
I have to pack up my room..
I shld realy take a picture of the before and after..
haha.. nooo
Means i have to kill time packing..
Nooooo

Haiz.. NDP free entry anyone??
Try to invite somebody but is dam busy :(
Haiz.. try to go with friend lo..

Musuem for Gems

2009-07-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

We went to ACM for Gems today !
2nd time i went.. haha at least i saw something very nice and interesting ok!...
But i din take picture.. haha

Woo dolls..

When its time to move on, you should move on.
And not stick to the same position where you are.
It really doesn't help much doing the same old thing over and over
Knowing that when things can be seen in another way.

Try to feel what the aura is around you
Before knowing your place and exposing it.
It really makes another go for it even though it didn't matter.
What comes first is what you think and not what you see.
Dont make life difficult for others and especially yourself

=DD

Bad day

2009-07-07T05:50:00.001-07:00

Today's bad.. not a good day for me..
First i woke up at 9am
Having thoughts whether to go school or not..
Its becos i dont have lesson..
And meeting my friend at 1130
I always hesitate... donno go or not...
so frustrated.. in the end.. i stayed at home...

So i stayed at home and do some.. work..
Called a list of 42 people.. ask if they wan go option A or not.. -.-
unfair treatment.. 1 person call so many..
called for 2 hours... finally finish..
I actually planned to do some running today..
But ended up.. calling this things.. -.-

argg.. when i went to school.. i remembered i have to settle some badminton stuffs
Went to SPGG then went to SAA then went to club room then went to SSC, then went to SAA again.. argss... so ma fan..
But at least its settled =)
Man.. the SPGG sure are sad... that i din join their membership..
Becos i can now book the courts using my own user..
Haha.. seeing that girl's disappointed face i also sad.. =(

And my god la...

This model of the motor bike is taken from a free website..
How can SP put it into theirs??
WTH man.. I even used this model since its free for my assignment..

Hah.. waited until 5.30pm.. went to club room..
Saw the wakeboarders having meeting..
I wait until 6pm they still don want start..
So i just walk walk a bit outside..
Since inside so crowded.. and i feel so left out..
SO i ate dinner with weiping and betram..
after that.. Saw el.. omg..
She's alone .. so i accompany her..
She's actually waiting for wilson.. who's having meeting..
Maybe next time i accompany you back bah =D

THen i went back to the club room..
See no one there i also sian..
Means meeting over liao.. haiz..
i join the club also like.. not really useful..
I left with 1 more Sem then i will be inactive already..
Next sem having ITP..
Gawd... why is it soo bad..

At least i got a company back to Jurong East =)
Yeah.. thank you =DD

Haiz.. back to calling those who never pick up their call today...

Jonathan Ow's 21st Birthday bash

2009-07-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

hmm.. trying to recall what happened ytd..
Noo my skin's peeling..

I only remember taking a mrt to Yishun, taking bus 171 to donno where..
And got lost >< ... even with a map.. i got no navigation skills
So i took a cab down.. to the place, Sembawang Country Club..
the fare is 6.50..zzz can go toilet 65 times..
and i realize that i have reached too early..
So i played DJ max first..
then go meet with Jonathan, wei ping and serene =D

Sadly the VIP shy, neber come..
Otherwise everyone will be "wa" expression =D
There's more than 2 times i emoed actually..
At least i tried to blend in with the crowd..
i only know the divers there.. the rest are.. wo bu zhi dao..

And After talking to Weiping..
I found out something dark from Ronald..
Omg.. i din know he's like that..
Haha.. not telling what's that..
But yea.. ok i know what to do liao..
Thanks wei ping.. =D

The cake was niceeeee.. Ice cream cakee..
Haha.. my bday i also want 1 of those!!
Haiz.. my bday =( never celebrate with friends before..
I'm so anti social..
Here's a group picture with the SP DIvers =DD

Then we played poker.. haha..
Sry serene.. eat your 6 dollars in 1 game..
But i overall still lose 1 dollar
See Manfred's house so rich..
Can afford so nice things..
I din take picture of all la..
Only took his poker cards..

Bye.. Jonathan.. hope we made ur day for ur bday and farewell before going NS..

Ice age 3

2009-07-03T18:55:00.001-07:00

O man.. i took 6 mrt rides!!
first went from home to outram.. met with Doni to pass her key and psp..
I go outram is to see Ms Yvonne with my fyp grp, to discuss about new script and the time schdule for next week.. gosh.. will be busy next week.
No time to slack around with peeps anymore..

Next, Went to Cineleisure.. to buy tickets for the divers group..
Haiz.. if only she realise what i'm doing.. =(
But going to the cineplex was a waste of trip.. there's no student price for weekends..
And its the same as booking online.. haiz... why why why..
I wasted my friend's 30 mins of time as well there..
Then, We went to School..haha.. third trip already..
Haiz.. Bought Mcdonald's for Adonia but she never pay me back.. =(

We made fun of her.. since she made fun of me.. haha.. dont think this picture will tell everything.. but.. haha!

Either her processor dead or she expect me to treat her.. which i dont think so..
I even paid for the pool table.. =( sucks to be me..
At least El enjoyed.. if nt wrong its her first time?
Gosh la.. i din do much social talking to them.. -.-
Not yet trained.. to talk crap..
Ha man..
ANd Sorry to Sabran, Weiping, and Ahjon.. for not inviting you to the movie..
Not that i dont want.. but i wanted to call group 5 only..
Haha.. i'm just glad i called cheryl to come.. =DDD
So hawwt haha..
Next we went with the group to Somerset...
Then had to wait for this VVVVVIP to come..
which made us miss the starting of the movie..
But its an honour to sit with that VIP...
But it feels so hawwwt la.. perspire in the cinema also -.-

The Show was Alright.. Just that i Dont really enjoy it..
Its not worth the money!!
Seriously should have just bought the 3d tickets and pay 3 dollars for everyone else..
Like real... i pay for VIP can liao..
Nooo i still haven experience watching movie in 3d..

After movies we went eat lo..
Dam.. my crapping skills still cmi..
Noo... I need to go out more.. or learn from Jie Xian..
Eat already then walk to Borders.. then go home..
What a boring group
With a boring GL..
doing boring things..

Anyway.. Glad i have Sue min to accompany me all the way to Jurong East=)
She stay quite far from orchard actually..
But least we did not have any awkward silencess =))
I can crap my way through =)
Haha.. went to Friends house in Jurong
And did not have enough Sms to send her..
As in my batt went dead before i could =((
nooooo cannoot talk to her..
I is sad..

Stupid Jiexian come so late.. the friend worst..
say meet 11.15, come 11.45
wah i wait there let mosquito feed..
At least i had the most fun while playing with them =DD
Nice that i played.. but i destroy my next day...
Hiaz.. not enuff slp..
I shall slp now..

Borring...

2009-06-30T09:19:00.000-07:00

I came to school today.. and met with my filming actor..
He's good... i think.. though haven seen him act..
At least hes willing to do it for free...
Even though he's a very busy man..

Haha.. did some training for my Napfa..
O no.. the letter came liao..
And i haven run in like 5000000 years...
First time running.. Glad got friend accompany..
Otherwise i sure slack away..
And glad i did not stop.. =)
All the way man..
And i am not going to post the timing here ><
Cos i fail! =(

Anyway.. ya.. later then was superrr boring..
Stay in school until 11pm..
Omg la.. bored to death..
Dont ask me why..

anyway.. some photos i taken way be4...
Saw this Muay Thai boxing ring at our school.. Took a video of it also.. =)

Jonathan OW!!! birthday coming this saturday =)) Must wrap something nice..

Another celebration day

2009-06-20T13:34:00.000-07:00

Today i can finally wake up late..
woke up at 12pm, ate a heavvy breakfast..
1 curry puff , 1 carrot cake, 2 roti pratas, 1 waffle with chocolate and peanut butter
Haha... already there when i woke up.. cannot complain or reject..
Catch up with L4D with my guild mates..
Played less than a match before leaving the house to go NDP

Ha, its already 5pm when i reached there..
Which was just nice actually when they just made the card..
Lucky me.. haha.. otherwise i have to wait for 1 hour before entering..
I dont know if they can give us free tickets yet or not..
If only can bring friends.. =))

After NDP, i went to Pasir Ris coasta sands.. for Sabran's bday!
27 already and announcing he getting married on the 12th Mar.. i think.. its next year..
haha.. so fast..
Yeah.. we didn't talk to his friends.. as u know... they are malays..
hard to communicate.. we only talked to the divers..
yeah.. got to know jason more..
And played with el on her phone..
haha.. she really believes..

Then we went watch movie.. Me, Jason, Ken and Debbie=)
i like killing 2 birds with 1 stone..
Go celebrate bday and get my lost nebo card replaced !
Finally i can watch cathay movies at 6 or 8!
woo hoo
I'm so happy..
But stupid have to replace fee of 10 dollars..
Just pay la.. sianz.. next time don lose wallet already..
Yeah, anyway, we watched Land of lost.. Funny movie... but not worth my 8 bucks
Haiz.. GOod thing their jokes are not the lame type.. but the funny type..
Otherwise.. i will feel sad..

I really pity Debbie.. or shld i pity myself?
Her bf waited 2 hrs for her at pasir ris..
and i think got quite angry...
we tell them wait up as our car behind hers. and aye wants to meet her... but the bf speed up instead..
=( got so angry until like that meh?

Ha.. nvm.. anyway.. AYE send me all the way to Manfred's house!
then go back tanah merah.. haiz.. so upsetting.. waste petrol..
Haha.. But din tip him.. =( me is bad..
Sadly i'm not rich.. cannot afford car..

Then this cheryl sms me at 4.45am.. just to reply my msg i sent at 6pm..><
so early reply..
Sooo slpy.. donno later can go church ornot..
its been a month since i last visited.. or was it 2 mths?
O no. . hope i'm not backsliding..

Marina Barrage/ CG Overdrive

2009-06-19T09:36:00.000-07:00

Today din really turn out well.. firstly she was not there ><
Woke up at 9am.. left house at 9.30, reach expo at 11..
1 h 30 mins.. saw a lot of things..

Saw this when reaching mrt.. haha

saw this couple, the girl angry with the guy with donno wad..
give him the "" look... like demanding an apology...
Then couple of stops later.. people looking towards my direction..
wonder whats happening.. so i turned and look..
O.. its a girl wearing short skirt..
I couldn't bother since she's so far away.. continue to sleep..zz

Finally when reach the mrt.. thought i was late..
Never knew i was first.. ><
the rest were late..
Yeah, waited 10 mins for the rest to come... then meet with wesley to go in..
Saw quite a few interesting stuffs..

Saw this animation by Panasonic.. trying to sell its 3d/4d projector.. or something..
But when i use the goggles.. still blur leh..
Totally not interested in the girl trying to act cute... ><

Lunch time... but i'm fasting..
So did not eat anything.. only smell their food..
Haiz.. good thing i am not that hungry.. and still staying strong

After that, went back to the exhibit..
But the Rune person not there already... Want to just talk to him.. ask about his company..
Then also wanted to pass Kenny my MTT Assignment
Haiz.. only entrance for lecturers.. i cant enter..
good thing the lady come out.. so that i can pass it to him.. otherwise have to drag 1 more week or wait for 1 more hour for his meeting to end..

After that.. me and Ken went to Plaza Sing..
Wanted to catch Terminator.. but.. its 8.50.. omg.. we din watch..
decided to save money..
So we went to Marina Barrage..

Took a bus from Marina Bay..
The place was okay... good place for picnic..
I wont know anything about water recreational activities as i dont really play them..
And the cafe prices were.. ya.. normal..

After that, we spotted KaiJun.. our junior..
we helped him on his camera settings.. Audio blurry..
Haha.. ain he glad we met him? otherwise his filming will not be heard...
He invited us to help him on sat and sun.. and er..
Not really interested.. haha.. not really free..

Went to Cell Group after this..
Wasn't really prepared..
Showed diving photos to Uncle Kenny..
Yeah.. interesting..
then food came...
they serve me... cooked already.. haiz..
Just eat lo.. break fast..
Nvm.. i shall not fast anymore..
Dont think i need an answer anymore..
Or rather he has given me 1 already..

Long time...

2009-06-17T22:19:00.000-07:00

Its been quite a while since i last blogged...
I realise some people will receive msg when a person blogs..
Darn.. my tagbox has been spammed...

I'm sooo bored...
Cant wait for ... i dont know what i'm waiting for...
=( thats sad.. My mind now is totally confused...
I suddenly think about Drag me to hell, which i watched 2 days ago with a couple of friends..
Why like that?? =(

Doing the blog for Divers..
I dont really like..
Nobody appreciates..
Free labour..
Low attention..
Bad html.. bad owner..
touching it up makes me sadder..
realising all these but still doing it..
Why?? committee ar? zz though not i likes..

I shld change blogskin.. though this one i like..
Haiz..

return to audi

2008-11-29T08:20:00.000-08:00

Hmm, Pluto just asked me to return to audition with the guild
Should I or should i not?
Hmm..

1 more assignment to go!

My painting

2008-11-06T02:46:00.001-08:00

Yeah, what i painted during my class today.

Thank god!

2008-10-15T03:59:00.000-07:00

My laptop is back to its normal mode!
I tot i was screwed.. as my monitor was not working..
When i tot maybe if i let it rest a few days, it will start working again!
And it really did! wow.. unbelievable..
I din know such things can really happen.
At least now i dont need to worry to spend money buying a new laptop..
All those worry.. finally clear off my mind..
I am just so happy that it finally can work again..

Alast.. here i come.. Prison break and Heros..
I can watch you off again..
Not that without my laptop i cant watch..
I always have a desktop which always been taken cared of by my brother.
He doesn't seem like he's taking his Os this year..
Can play all he wants..
Still cant forget the feeling of exams.. All the stress periods..
I dont expect him to get good grades either...
He thinks hes like our twin friends from church, Jon and Ben
Where they can dont study during their Os, and still pass with flying colors..
I hope he wakes up.. and stop dreaming..
He aint that smart.. looking at his N levels can already tell.

I am just so gald my laptop is back in shape..
The problem now is whether i should leave it turned on or not...
I dont want the same problem to happen again...
Cause this laptop is no longer under warrenty..
And i have to pay to get it changed.. And it wont be cheap..
GOod thing i did not sent this on servicing yesterday..
I have to pay 64 dollars for the service charge and thats even when they could not fix the problem.
All thanks to him.. THe almighty.

I was thinking of the days where i cannot do my work..
Especially this time when school just reopened.
Pek chek..
Well, i was more worried that i could not play the laptop..
Thinking that i have to buy a new macbook.
Even though the new one just release..
I might still get it..
Just for work.. and just incase my laptop breaks down again..
Should i sell this laptop since its working again??
Hmm.. i might as well since i might be getting a new mac..
I just hope i can fetch a good price for this

Should i reformat my comp?? its getting slower by the moment..
And i used 40 gig mem for the xp version of it and i cant access to it anymore..
Aiyo.. Might as well..
All the mental preparations that i tot i would lost since i cant use my laptop any longer.. I really want to reformat it..
Maybe i will do it at night..
THen i have to reinstall everything again.. darn sianz..
No maya, after effects, premeier pro.. sianz..

Today i went out with Lauri, JL, iz, jyuu..
all guys outing..
Haiz.. they enter my di pan.. i know almost everything in Jurong east and west mall.
We went to get shoes for lauri, getting the converse high cut.
So sad it does not have the sizes... what the man..
how they do business de.. where can liddat..
Saw this nice pair of shoes for jsut 40 bucks but its size 11 and thats the only pair.
So big..
Then we were thinking of hitting the 300 price to get the membership for converse.
Lifetime membership.. but we only have 120 now.. haha.. since me and jl did not buy.
Even if we bought, it would hit 200 only.
100 more to go..
Might as well not get sia.. just for the membership..
I remembered i wanted it.. and i got a 90 bucks shoes from there.. thinking i will go back within 3 months to spent 300..
But theres really nothing much i can buy.. and so i wasted the 90 bucks..
Now the shoes already has a hole in the soles..
Making me not want to wear it as when its raining,
Water will go in.. making my socks all stink.
Yucks
Anyway, alreadsy wore it for like 1 year...
So okok la.. but come to think of it.. should not have spent so much for that shoes..
Really not worth it.. even though its nice..

Tried the blackforest ice blended coffee at coffeebean.
For 8 bucks.. omgosh..
Thats worth a lot.. i din wanna buy.. buy in the end still bought..
Did not taste very nice either...
Now that i know, i wont try anymore..

Hah.. Isaac came with us becoz we told him that there will be a lot of chio bu..
in the end.. come out a few only..
no offense but ya.. a few only..
horny sia..
Wanted to watch the movie 20th century boya boys..
THinking that today will have sneaks. But we were wrong..
and it did not have any.. sianz..
Anyway.. maxpayne also coming out..
I wanna watch both together! on the same day!. If possible..
Was thinking of this friday.. watch with wei ping they all..
Since we're hangin out.. i hope i can get back my debt from them.. 50 bucks..
lol.. they rich people la.. dont care this small money..
Haiz.. but i not rich.. so i must get..
THis friday we're also going to play basketball with 2b03.
So long since the last time i played..
rusty already.. and sloppy.. since i am getting wider..
As seenable.. =(

Today's bad thing would be about my gems.. !!
Its not what i wanted! and i dont think i wanna continue with it.
I will really fail this gems.. at most a C.. as its totally not what i think it would be..
and it doesn't really help me in the future!
and it doesn;t have any gals in there!
and it has exams!! which i dont usually take during poly
I wanna appeal.. but it must go through a long process..
Haiz.. really wish the appeal would be granted and i can change gems..
But first, i need to find out who my PT is..
I need her to sign the appeal form..
Hopefully my reason to change will be convincing enough
And hopefully there would be space there as well..
I dont want to take this gems!
Its called Enterprise resource Planning btw.. From school of MM.
I din realise it was from school of MM until the day i reach there..
I m really very sad.. i din read the description properly..
I wan to take something from school of SB..
something that i can use in the future..
and not this!! which i cannot use for in the future..
Studying it will only make me more stress and not become happy..
Please let me change gems.. not becoz there no gals but becoz i really dont like the module.

Today has really been a loooong day.. even though class ended at 2pm..
stupid gems...
I really hope my assignment 2 marks wont be so low..
since the other teamates of mine critique me so badly..
Production for visual effects.. the marks comes from the production templates and from the movie making..
The very bad movie...
THis movie that we remade from desaru should be much much better..
Gosh.. i stil need to work on it.. i haven done anything on it yet..
Haiz.. bye..

Sweet

2008-10-05T05:52:00.000-07:00

Niceee.... helping out in today's ministry was a right choice.. even though i sweated
I cant help thinking of today's prayer.. it was so sweet..
Even though i had the urge to pray out, i did not.. shy i guess..
I did not really help much today in sound as there's already ze ming and cedric.
I just stand in there and await..

Today's fellowship was very bad..
I got own? o.0 not that i played badly... i played quite well..
Serene first time play.. and .. feed to that justin..
I use sniper farm so much also cannot win them..
This is bad.. only won the last round and we had an advantage.. 4v3..

After tat we ordered dou hua and you tiao..
The uncle was so frustrated..
So many orders at 1 go. then all messy messy..
I left halfway as i forgot my dad bought roast duck for dinner..
Totally forgot man.. after that defeat..

Btw, i'm catching gossip girl season 1
on dvd.. watch it while travelling..
And Ethel saw me.. then told me i will not like this show.. its more for girls..
I kinda agree.. but i dont care.. just watch for the girls.. haha..
Not bad looking wad.. and their camera angles all suck..
Storyline abit straight.. no twists or surprises.. Like prison break..
Awesome show man..

Dam you la

2008-10-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

Argg... makes me angry when i see that face of his..
Okok.. i will leave as soon as possible.. dont need to push me..
I myself want out of here as well..

I dont know what i'm writing this but, i cant tolerate anymore.
Makes me frustrated whenever i think of this flashback over and over again.

Anyway, i just bought a portable dvd player for 199.
Didnt tell me parents about it, tell for wad?
Its my money, not theirs.
I buy it for the sake that my comp cant watch dvds..
Stupid comp.. i buy you for wad..

Formula One

2008-09-28T21:39:00.000-07:00

Well, as some of you have already known, I'm working for F1. Doing ticketing inspector
They pay only 6 per hour. But its quite worth since we get free entry to watch it.
I am located at gate 8, and its has very little crowd
Our gate are for the VIPs or the rich people from ritz carlton hotel.
This gate only has 2 helpers. me and Siong wei.
Ha.. easy job man.
We can slack whenever we want to, and even go off earlier than the rest

My gate is where the cars starts to accelerate faster.
Which means deafening.. have to put on ear plugs.
I am not quite a fan of F1, so I dont know any names of the racers.

Brian from church called me to meet me at gate 8, but i did not see him.
Julian called me to get free tickets from me, but i cant since i am only a worker.
I dont posess any of these free privilge

If training is really included.. i will earn 192 bucks from this F1..
yeah... good money.. 4 days of work only..
and you can slack all you wan.. free meals also..
The best is that even if you're late, the pay's the same!.. lol
We can also go around taking pictures... Even though they mention no taking pictures or using of handphones..

Of all the days i worked.. last one was the most tiring..
We had to say, Thank you for coming, Good Bye, See you next year, Good Night.
To everybody who pass by the gate..
ZZzz backache man.. but good thing is that, I get to see a VJ.. Forgot her name though

Here's some pics i took.. lazy upload the rest..

This is a funny picture, as i did not noticed the guy until i took the picture.
I bet everyone else did not. Haha, michelle outstooded him.

Yeah, this picture was taken before i report for work.
I got the video of them moving out.. but lazy put in.. zz

I get to see the pitstop as well! Everyone was packing up already.. Race over..

This is a showcase of cars at the singapore flyer. Got models as well, Not pretty de, the people beside them look better =x

Manage to take a shot of the F1 while speeding.

Trip to Desaru

2008-09-26T11:13:00.000-07:00

This is kinda crazy, but my filming team went to Desaru for filming..
Even though we have transport.. Its still crazy!!!
Good thing our director paid for most of the expenses.. and even helped us find sponsership
Its a 2 week trip thing.. from 14/9 to 25/9
Darn.. expenses exceeded up to about 3k RM , not yet calculated
Thank God there's Vinn, without him, i think half of our film would be screwed..
His timing that he returns from the states was just nice, when we started our film.,
He was working as a director but agreed to help us as gaffer.
O man.. Missed him already.. such a joker.. WCG player for dota.. Haiz.. still lose.. lol
The only thing now I'm angry is that Monica and Shalini, whom from our crew did not do any work!
Sha did 0%, and i would say Moni only good for is that she brought Cherie, our actress.
I just pray they will pay the bill that are summed up, otherwise,...
I will still make bad report about them..
Joke man.. Didn't have to turn out like this if it was not in malaysia.. and if they were guys instead..
I am getting prepared not to team with them for FYP..
Wanna see who will team up with them.
Hearing from Austin, he wanted boon leng, sharizal, le en and jacky/cheng yi to be in his team from fyp..ha.. where's sherilyn?

Ok, enough about filming.. talking about my trip back from malaysia..
O man.. it was very scary.. cause i have to smuggle pirated dvds through the customs..
Somemore its not only 1 or 2.. i brought 14!! omg!!
Worst comes to worsts.. they opened a new scanner just for us, me and boon leng, as we have lots of filming equipments to bring through the customs.
I think the officer had scanned and saw the dvds inside the laptop, but just kept quiet.
I was stupid enough to act nervous.. who wouldn't? 14x2k=28k..
Dont ask me what dvd i bought..
Kinda lame movies..
Anyway, I prayed that i could just go through without getting caught..
Lots of miracles happened for me during these 2 weeks.
Another one would be the losing of items.
Battery, DV tapes and bass plates.. all 3 at different times
LOL man.. we could not find this things..
Then suddenly after finding for like 30 mins, finally found it..
AND its inside the camera bag! for like all 3 of the things.
OMG man.. nobody checked the bag properly..
I can only say.. The bag is cursed.. always make us panic.

After going through immigration, i went to F1.
To work.. i must thank god for placing me at gate 8..
SUPER SLACK.. the rest of the people are located at gate 1, 2, 4 or 7
only 2 people are at gate 8
Haha,.. made another new close friend..
We took turns taking looooong breaks... as the supervisor is not watching us..
Haha.. we get to see the race and earn some money..
Good thing he also plays dota.. if not cannot click..
F1 was really very loud.. i tot i can tahan the sound.. but no..
Since i have to always speak to the visitors, its very hard to listen and when i try to pay attention, the car just speeds through blasting our ears..
The bad thing is that where i am located is at the straight path for the cars to move
So they will surely speed making loud noises..

Thats it.. time for me to slp.. zzz
So many things to say.. so little time to spare

Money not enough 2

2008-08-24T09:17:00.000-07:00

Wow.. this show is really funny..
If only my friend hadn't spoil the jokes to me..
I think i would laugh even more..
I watch this with jude, brian, donnie and hmm.. (forgot his name)
Anway, its free.. good way to kill time before my work..

Today very wasted.. someone tiped me $10, but steve saw and it goes to the company =(
10 bucks gone just liddat..
Haiz..

Script not yet done..
Hopefully Austin can finish it asap

SAW 5

2008-08-19T07:34:00.001-07:00

SAW V is coming! lol

Freedom at last

2008-08-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

Yeah.. finally all assignments completed..
Its freedom for me baby..
My only concern now is my Film.. and how i'm going to work with them, after their critisiem..
Another concern would be the assigment I passed up today.. I lifted almost every thing from wikipedia and paste into my report..
Darn.. I was lazy and tired to edit.. WHY?!?
I already spent like 10 hours on it!!! excluding watching the movie..
In case you don't know, my assignment is to watch a movie and analysis it.. answering 3 essay questions..
My only solution now is.. pray.

I'm very free now.. except for meetings i have with my group..
Other than that.. I think i can help out with my church a little more..
I think i will do that..
THe only thing i worry is that my group, only boon leng, wants to go to Malaysia to film..
For the Benefit for the film; the footage, I think thats the only best way.
Malaysia.. an unsafe place..
Tio robbed there before...

Another worry would be Diving trip!!
To Redang.. which does not worth $500 to go.. not at all..
If they dont give me special discount.. I might not go..
=) hope they do.. And i hope it does not clash with the filming dates...
Nooo... This one i can skip... filming more important.
ciaoz..

Many events

2008-08-09T01:55:00.000-07:00

Well, first i went to Serene's birthday party, before which we watched Journey to the center of the earth at Lido
My first time to Lido.. didn't expect it to be like this..

Then after that is her birthday chalet..
I've gotta say she's rich..
The chalet cost about 250 at this time as tml will be NDP..
SHe even owns her own car..
Ha.. nothing to say.. I only spon her Ballons..
The food there was great.. i had 4 servings lol.. and the food was not enough.. haha
Serene has too many friends...
There were still BBQ food but i did not eat as i ard eaten too much cooked ones..
Ha.. must make use of the sponsership..
THe most surprising one is that One of Serene's friends was my ex-classmate! ZHong Chi
Haha.. such a small world..
Then serene's friends has some gamblers.. they played poker..
Haha.. i like that game.. tend to have more luck..
But i did not play as i dont have the sufficient time to spare..
So i just watch them play..
I left at 11pm, after the photo taking session, which i was not inside..
Ate 1 piece of cake before leaving..
Not exactly what i expect but still okay..
Took Manfred's car to Harbourfront to go for the sentosa camp; black and white camp

At this camp, we played like many many games..
I came in at the 3rd game.. not knowing what to do but just follow..
I was so enthu in it... as i feel like i am more energetic then the rest of them while their tired and sleepy.. lol
All the games were not boring.. especially the last game..
Love it man.. even though i din get to steal the flag..
At least i enjoyed myself..
The night walk was boring!..
I did not get scared at all.. Maybe becoz I expected something better..
which i have experienced before.. at SP
If you were to ask me what i can learn from this walk
I would say the moderate answer: Do not be afraid, God is with you wherever you go..
Lol..

First time eating a KFC breakfast..
Bad experience.. food not filling and its expensive.. 5.70 for american breakfast which can only serve as appetizer to me.. -.-

Now i have 2 assignments left to clear for monday..
And the last one on Friday.. then its FREEDOM!! WOOHOO

FOP photos..

2008-08-07T08:42:00.000-07:00

Well... only managed to take some..

Photos for Last diving trip

2008-08-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

Its been a while =(

Festival of Praise

2008-08-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

Well, before i went to FOP, i brough my sis to Alpha.
My sis is still a pre-believer, she did not want to go at first.. but mum force her to..
Haiz.. this kind of things dont wan means dont wan.. cannot force de..
Well.. today's topic is on Why did Jesus die for us.
Heard it upteen times already.. so din really listen to the video...
Haha.. so cannot really refer to the questions asked during the group discussion..
The group discussion was interesting... saw my sister laughed quite few times..
After that, we had buffet dinner..
Nice nice.. the food was good.. I ate like 3 servings =x
Then after that, my sis went back with my uncle home.. and i went to Kallang..
I din know the Kallang leisure park was soo... like a lot of entertainment..
Even got ice skating ring..Cool..
Nice time outing go there...

FOP was quite.. unexpected.. maybe becoz i did not know most of the songs..
Parachute Band.. I only know the last song... sung by hillsongs..
Haiz.. but its okay.. still sound good.

Reserved for Diving trip to Bintan

2008-07-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

I still have not get the photos from a girl called serene.. saying it will be up on facebook 2 or 3 days from now..

Well, had lots of fun on the boat..
I was going for this advance course diving to Indonesia..
I have already experience everything that has to be learnt for advance course. So going there was just a refresher course for me..
3 days 2 nights.. All on the boat!

1st dive was bad.. we aborted it as the current was too strong.. we din even dive down.. even though i was keeping pace with the current, the rest got pushed away.. so.. 1st dive wasted..

2nd dive was worst.. go down cannot see properly.. the visibility was very very bad.. all I see was small particles of shitts flying around.. I can barely see the instructor..

3rd dive was at Bay 2.. i could only remember this as it has the best vis of the last 3 dives i had... But we din go very deep, even though they called it a deep dive.. we only went 15 metres..

4th dive was the Night dive.. Nice man.. good thing Manfred, our instructor, told us, the team to go first.. as it boat's motor spoilt right after our dive. So we get to see the place there first..
Not a bad DIve i would say.. the vis is very clear.. and there was this rock or platform where nearby it has a net trapped with lots of fishes.. Many kinds.. There's lots of crabs and shrimps.. we see till we got bored of it..

5th Dive was the dive where they called search and rescue.. but we did not search for anything nor rescue anyone.. i would rather call it leisure diving.. This is a terrible dive as well.. as there are MANY MANY jellyfish.... I tried to dodge them but realise it was futile.. so we just wait for the boat to come and bring us back..

Last Dive was the best.. We saw this Huge Jellyfish.. Actually, i have seen it before.. so its nothing to me.. lol.. Anyway. i used up my tank till 100 or 90 bars.. which is consider quite low.. Since its the last dive, might as well take in more nitrogen.. =)

Done..

2008-07-07T11:17:00.000-07:00

I am really not happy with this model as i did not put in my best effort into it..
I even hand up with a dont care attitude, knowing that the lighting is not there.. and the shadow can barely be seen.. and some of the parts are even too bright..
Just hope i can get a B for it.. knowing that it would be quite hard..
This is what i planned to do..

And this is what i got.. In case u dont know, its using Maya.

Please dont try to make a comparison.. I know.. a lot of things are different..
But at least the picture is still there right??
Have to thanks leonard for helping me do the reflection on the water.. which is not shown in the picture.. but ya, thanks..=)

Today i just finished the naruto 2 game 99 levels.. but it came out another one..-.-
I guess it never ends rite?

TIme for assignment

2008-07-05T02:11:00.000-07:00

I only have from now until monday to finish up my Maya modelling!
I have not yet finished Modelling...
And i still got Texturing and Lighting to do..
I just pray that i have the strength to finish up on time..
And also that it will turn out well..

Just finished shooting DCM today
I can say i did not really have much visual effects to put on..
I must find a way somehow!
If it turns out good, i will post it here =)
If not.. then i wont.. =(

Sorry Jude, but i cant control my temptation..
And i Downloaded Hancock.. quite good quality..
The show was quite short.. 1 hour 25 mins..
If they extended the show, it would be better..
So if you's ask me to watch it again.. i may not..
Sorry.. If only i can show it on church?? Lol..

yeah, here are some brain teasers..
I am suppose to finish them.. as it is my assignment..
SO if you do know any of them.. pls tell me..=) tks

ow man.. headache..

2008-06-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

I have this very bad headache today..
in the night.. argg...
now still having.. refuse to sleep becoz tml no school.. can stay up late..
Just watched Lost season 2 and relize it was the 2nd part of season 2..
means i skipped the first part of it.. -.-
but i still understand a bit..
O man.. i am sweating on my bed.. and i have no idea why.. tink its the headache..
Ate something that looked like panadol.. but no use.. i ate 2 pills also..

I just want to write this down somewhere where i can look back..
I'm writing this becoz i know they wont see this..
Why Boon Leng and Vee think that i am not doing any work..
1. I did not help them with 2 and a half days of filming.. becoz of church camp.. in which they had almost finished.. and wanted to exclude me from the group..
>> I already told them very before hand that i could not make it on this date nad yet they still choose to film on this date... AND ITS BECOZ OF SUKRI THAT BOON LENG WANTS TO CHOOSE THESE DATES WHEN I'M IN CHURCH CAMP... AND IN THE END?? SUKRI WAS NOT EVEN THERE TO HELP FOR 2 HOURS.. And ended up what happen? they say i take holiday while they do work.. and i have to take the responsibility for that.. There's a week before the church camp and yet they choose not to film..

2. They say even when i'm there, i'm not contributing to the film..
>> I tried to contribute.. but when i gave suggestions.. they say i trying to act smart.. thinking i know better than them.. (like when i say maybe vee can pan this way so that it would look better.. but ended up telling me to be cameraman/ editer.) So avoid these things i just kept quiet all the way.. and just do my role as producer..

3. You say i did not carry the boom mike properly..
>> When there's no dialogue, whats the use of carrying it?? only the sound of footsteps and phone ringing. So i just sit down? And thats the only time i sit and hold the boom mike.. and yet u make a big fuss out of it..

I know they said worst things then these.. but kenson translate it to a better, polite way of saying these.. I am not angry becoz of these but angry you saying with me is like not having me.. I'm sorry i did not live up to your expectation.. Hope i dont BE in the same mistake again..

Letting all of these out makes me feel better..
Cant take it anymore man.. sick of this..
Hope the reshoot would be better

Movie with Jude

2008-06-22T06:20:00.000-07:00

Yea, i guess today's topic would be about the movie i watched..
I watched Zohan with Jude, Donnie, Justin, Amanda, Brian, Sam Goh, Tim and Mel and Nelson..
The show is very LAME..
Watch it if you really need a break or time out..
Ethel said she heard it was lousy.. Good thing I still watched it..
I nearly laughed throughout the movie..
Although most of the Jokes were sick ones..
I have not watched Get Smart yet so i cant compare which is better...
But hearing from Sam Goh and Justin, they said it was not good, and is better off watching it on the internet..

Darn.. its a good one..
This is wad we saw..

Thinking of tomorrow makes me sianz...
School reopen.. means back to work.. If only my holiday had been better..
But good thing Jeanie's lesson's all cancelled.. means tml i have to come to school at 1pm to 4pm only..=)

Church camp

2008-06-15T08:11:00.000-07:00

I take so long to type this out.. cause i was super tired and...

Ya, Took the bus from newton to 2nd link

Went to this Shop, where there's nothing that interested most of us..

Their signboard

The Bus coach

Some views of the bus outside

Another view...

Ahh, finally reached the hotel.. this is the scenery view.. nice rite

The Jetty...

Across the other side got a lot of cool stuffs...

And this is their toilet.. omg.. so grand..

Buffet for Dinner..

Soups..

On shopping day.. took this random shot of our hotel..

Went to this shopping centre to shop..

Then later played bowling...

Eating dinner with Alvin they all.. some Nouya dinner but not spicy at all..

And there's Eudora..

This is our speaker..

A funny guy..

But most of his jokes are like for those oldies.. =x

On the last day of our camp...

Taken these at the shopping mall..

This camp was funn..
Enjoyed the last day the most..
If only the camp lasted longer..
We had so much fellowship!!
But i did not do the Video Filming with my group.. thats ultra sad..
The Speaker was like.. trying to be funny.. but aint really that funny..
At least i know some people in church which i dont really mix with like Grace and lynette..
Being a Bus IC is totally.. omgosh..
Stress... -.-

2008-06-09T08:27:00.000-07:00

Ya, this is my church tapestry audition.. a bit blur i know..
Taken from quite a far distance..
Anyway.. i kinda regret not going for the auditions.. I just dont know why..

Finally i passed up my maya assignment
Tks to Boon Leng And Vee sheng..
Today was a freaking long day for all of us..
As for me.. i only slept 2 hours.. but i still can move!
and did not feel tired at all.. o.0
Church camp tml.. and not yet fully packed.. Haiz.. gotta bring my laptop over to do assignments..

Ciaoz./.

Camp!

2008-06-03T20:30:00.000-07:00

Wee, just finished camp.. zzz, tired..

A photo of the room when i just came in.. Watching Movie.. End of the spearhead

Haha.. caught you slping...

This is the taopok party

After ther i walked around..
As they were showering and i got nothing to do as i was already clean.
First Went to the lanshop at moberly,

then went to The basketball court, wa they so pro..

After that, passed the badminton court and saw some really old man..
Growing white hair already and still playing badminton..
There was this very lazy man.. but quite good badminton skill
Haha.. his laziness made everyone laugh..

After that we had dinner.. I ate Chao fan.. they give so much..
Then it was time for the Love relationship Couple Forums
Nearly sleep off.. but good to know that one of them also does short films.

The guy to the extreme left, working for wide angle productions
After this was night walk, Our very first clue.. can you guess whats this?

We did not win the night walk.. its like the answer is so easy.? and right in front of us..
But we think so much which didn't make any sense
And the worst thing is that we found this wrong clue
And use 15 mins of our time to figure out what that is..
We figure out it was prayer timings.. omg.. for wad sia..

After that it was sleeping thme.. but we did not sleep..

And we slept at 5 plus.. Sooooo tired...

Cell Group Outing

2008-06-02T06:36:00.003-07:00

Took this random shot of the Condominium.. In which so coincidental its Raina's condo

Taken this photo at East Coast Park

Then a group photo with whoever that went for the outing.. ya, very little people..

A closer view

Ended off the photo by taking this shot by the jetty before we went home.

I still wanna curse this teacher.. Banya!! Stupid make up lesson.. -.-
Learn nothing also!
Haiz, after lesson we met Monica's friend.. whom will help us to act.
Yeah.. Not as cute as i expect her to be -.-
But ok ok lo.. will be paying her 8/day but Boon Leng complain too little!!
Zzzz.. Friends help friends and still get paid already very good lo..
We'll reward her more if she performs well..
And Boon leng even wants to pay 30/day... zzz

Then after all these.. went to Tanah Merah for the cell outing..
Watched white chicks which i watched quite a lot of times before...
THen later play Pool... yeah.. i did a jump ball and scored..
But it was an easy jump ball la..

After that we ate at Blue Lagoon at east coast..
Lionel can really eat a lot.. lol.. no offense..
After which went back home with Elaine.. man.. long trip..zzz

Omg, filming sucks

2008-05-30T23:38:00.000-07:00

The above 2 are pictures that are suppose to be the costume for my genie..
Cost about 200+, but boon leng settles it since its his stock..
Jap Genie.. lol..

And he even wants to book a chalet to film..
Wa.. rich people sure thinks differently man..
So i proposed if we could book the chalet with Leonard's group so as to cut cost.

Haiz, got my cousin, Mel to act for me as genie.
But my another friend got another girl friend to help us act also..
Sad man..

Yeah.. its friday

2008-05-29T21:25:00.000-07:00

Ya.. LAST day.. go grab an ice cream today!!

Yeah.. assignments for now are handed up....
GOt time to go back play liao!!
genting trip i gave it to pau.. just so i could go filming.. -.-
Still need actress man.. hard to find..
I wanted to go genting so much.. but got assignments...zzz
June holidays are like no holidays lo...

Still rmbered ytd so embarass.. during the grads show..
I was at the front and yet i sprained my foot..
All i can blame is the staff that dont let me do my job.. -.-
everybody was like.. Ooo.. when i almost fell.. like as if movie something bad happen..
Pai seh sia.. zzz good thing is not that bad.. i still can walk...
Have to THanks Amira for telling me to relax on my assignment..
Otherwise i would have been very stressed up..

I'm still worried for my next assignemnt..
The lu's one and jeanine..
1 3d and 1 filming...
Haiz.. sad life..

Man U vs Chelsea!!

2008-05-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

Today's lesson so slack.. coz its wednesday..
Darn.. still deciding whether or not ot pay for the cameraman
Still depending on the match tonight..
I paid 100 on chelsea win, 50 on draw, 30 on 3 goals, 20 on 2 goals..
total 200.. wah.. i rather spend that money to pay for the camera man..
zzzz if i lose all, i will never bet on soccer ever again..
I kinda regret spending the money..
Even if i win, i wont win much...
I should just bet 200 on chelsea win... then i wont feel so bad..
odds are 3.** so if i win is win 600++ means after paying for the cameraman i still have extra money to spend...
Haiz... wasted la....
All i hope for is not to lose everything...

Today play badminton.. darn.. good thing we did not have a problem with the court..
Saw the girl that i smack the forehead on 2 weeks ago..
never say hi and sorry again... hope she doesn't remember me...

After that, went to maru again to work..
Money is impt... esp to people whose spending are more than income..
like me ><
darn, and i left my racket there.. forget to bring back..
This was my staff meal..

Loved the beef... but quite saltish..
Prawn fritters were good too, but too big in size..

Yay, extended deadlines

2008-05-20T08:52:00.000-07:00

OMG, want to type post also so hard...
My blog got prob.. cannot type words out..
have to use micro word then copy and paste

Well.. thank god Kenny extended our assignments dead line to week 9
Otherwise have to chiong last minute for this and next week

Today played uther party with Rix and Fan yuen
lol, owned them... cant blame la.. they first time..
so fun.. and funny..
esp when lesson gets boring and u play something funny
I still cant think of anything for my assignment
I'm screwed...

Boon Leng says he want to hire Cameraman for our video production
cost about 600 SGD for 3 days..
zzzz.... i'm not rich.. and I dont really know if its that useful..
its only 30%? and not confirm will get an A for it.
Haiz, I hope God will show me the way.
I told him, it depends whether if we win the Cheasea and Man U bet
IF we win, we'll use that money to hire, if not then don hire

Worked at Maru today.. Skipped DG becoz of this..
Jie Xian lo.. today say got wad sch screening...
Hai me go work today..
Then Xiao Gang, our chef wanted me to get him movie dvds..
He only understands Chinese.. so I got very limited...
This is what I'm going to pass to him

Hope he enjoy them...

Basketball

2008-05-15T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today i came late to school again!!
the teacher will rmb me for that!! thats not good...
Assignments are horrible... Haven started on the Maya or After Effects..
only have 2 more weeks to do! Before the Vacations starts..
Then art lesson also forget to bring art materials...
Stupid teacher.. die die also must have make up lesson..
Yay.. next week monday no school.. vesak day..
Not really a good thing since assignments are still going to due soon!

After school, meet with jx and gang to play basketball..
Saw this cute gal from my sec sch.. i din really see properly but it was Jyuu's type
But he din dare!! Today also he got chance but never ask for num..
He skeat..
Ok la.. i know his feeling..
Basketball was shoik.. sweat a lot..
Then Roger told me to go Xroad, which i didn't know he called me since i was playing..
he called me twice....

After that we went home, and on msn discussed our video project
Sianz.. still haven do the 3 earlier due deadline ones want to start on the later deadline one..
Haiz..

Bleach suks man.. change topic so fast.. so abrupt..
Wonder if they going to come up with shippuden again for bleach..
D gray man not bad la.. currently watching it..
So exciting!!

Cool

2008-05-13T09:34:00.000-07:00

I found thie very cool website that can watch almost all the shows..
Actually it was darryl that told me this website..
But not all the links are available..

Yeah.. no time to write more blog..
Assignemnts!!

Iron Man

2008-05-02T07:33:00.000-07:00

The show was nice... but tat kellyn help us buy only 1 student price ticket.. so 1 ticket for the 3 of us is 9 bucks.. sianz..
But still worth it.. Good Storyline, graphics, acting, comedy..

I'm still not done with my assignment.. omg.. how..zzz

CCA Drive Finale

2008-04-30T22:16:00.000-07:00

Today we end class very early.. Coz Jeanie has to attend a funeral..
So we ended at 12 instead of 1, Haiz.. so sianz.. got work, so i stayed in school..
Went with Kenson around Moberly to see the CCa showcase..
And i Applied for Scuba Diving club.. since i have to take my Advance lessons..
SO EX!.. Leisure diving also same price.. 300 bucks above..

THen i went to my cca booth, spac2go..
Went there and they said the cca pts not confirm!! wth la.. People sure get angry if not approve de lor..
Anyway.. this is my booth..

My CCA very sianz de.. Only got SP Tour, SP Open House, SP Roadshow..
THats all.. we also have anniversary and farewell..
But only for among ourselves..

After that.. went to work..
And i found out that i was working 7 per hour?? o.0 donno whether true anot..
Jessica and Jeslyn are officially no more working for Maru anymore..
Jessica and Sandy were quarreling lo..
But in the end, Jess said sorry to boss and left..
She also said she had learnt a lot during her period here..
After she left a lot of customers came!!!
only got me, steve and yong to help... Pauline still trying to resolve the matter with sandy..
She also said she going to leave soon.. ><
Wa why like that sia.. all leave..

And ytd, the first customer i served was.. 4 teenage girls..
THey are not rich... so the enter and left.. ><..
Only one of them chio.. =x..
Anyway.. they ended up asking me to take photo for them..
Lol.. should have asked for number ><
In this case of scenario very easy to ask..

Haiz.. today Labor day..
SO bored.. woke up at 12pm..
TOo late to go Ben's house and wish him Happy bday..
Bo bian la.. the amp still haven return..
I only want to accomplish 1 thing by today..
My assignement for Jeanie's class!!
Stupid Story script..
Haiz.. must think quickly le..

DG today

2008-04-29T07:32:00.000-07:00

Today's the 2nd day of the CCA showcase..
But when i went to my booth, nobody was there!!..
Our booth was so olu..
Ya, after that i went for DG.. something like CG..
Its ok la.. din learn anything though since i went there like 1 and a half hours late..

Tml will be a tiring day.. since its my shift tml.. to take care of the booth..
Well.. from what i experienced.. the time when i came as 1st year, i wasn't invited..
I went there to see see..
Think i will do the same tml..=) slacker..

Not really the best day..

2008-04-28T09:04:00.000-07:00

Today.. was late for school as usual.. but saw Joycelyn on the way to school..
When i reached school.. the first thing i saw was Kellyn crying..
I dont really know whats the reason for ur tears, but i feel sad for her too..
All i know was something about a train?? and Bava said she and her bf split ways..
Lesson today was fine.. only that i had to act as a stalker.. wth.. i would nvr do such a thing.. at least not in my right mind..
Then Wen called and ask me if i wanted to go out.. I was tempted a bit then.. since she had quite a handful of girls in her class..
But i had lessons.. Felt like i should have pon them.. learnt nothing after that..
Well.. watever... After that.. Played dota 1v1 with veesheng, since jie xian's class cannot take in more people..
Halfway the staff own us all.. we have to leave the class.. >< spoiler..

After tat, i went to work.. alone.. cause kellyn.. donno her reason for nt going home la.. sianz..
BUt .. I sit with a girl.. and i bet she was looking at me.. ><
Ok.. thick skin.. the girl was nt bad looking la..

When i reached work.. Got new staff!
AND =( Jessica and Jeslyn both left the place..
The place now really needs workers..
ANyway.. today got quite a lot of customers..
And they come at same time somemore
Got 2 of them are pretty!
Both not singles.. and not my age either..
1 of them is korean.. and drank quite a lot of soju.. Korean wine..
Drink until very drunk..
Thank God i was there when they lost their consious.. otherwise they would have broken one of our glass..
I saved it just in time..
They keep apologizing for being drunk.. But it doesn't really matter to me.. as i was laughing at how they looked..
Then Sandy, my boss, told me to escort the pretty lady to her house..
Of course, the boyfriend was tgt la.. not me alone..
Initially i felt happy.. but.. Whats the use??
WHen they are drunk.. they dont really know whats happening..
So if we touched them they also dont know.. Of course i wouldnt anyhow touch..
The boyfriend was there.. But the boyfriend alone was not enough to even carry her..
Since shes so drunk.. she kept fidgiting.. Very hard to carry her..
And so i helped.. and did NOT anyhow touch.. I controlled...
Very chio leh.. =(
BUT.. she puked!!! omg.. Thankfully she told me in advance..
She was like... indescribable.. Haiz.. but still ok la.. not the smelliest i have smell.. I smelt worst.. the Feeling which makes u want to vomit even when u smell it..
And ya.. I brought them both to their doorstep.. Rich people sia.. Live in UE square..
So envious.. Hmm.. i was wondering what they going to do next... so curious...... wild thoughts ran pass my mind... omg.. This was the last time i seen them..

OMG.. so dark!!!
Haiz.. If everyday i encounter this type of girl, i dont mind working everyday..
THen after that.. i went back to my workplace.. and steve asked me if i had got tips from them.. ><
And i tot i should have too =X....
Nvm..

MOS Party

2008-04-25T21:54:00.000-07:00

Since i cant get anything to talk about... i din blog for a very long time.. ><
Yup, today.. was the lollipop thing organized by SP
Its my first time going to a Pub as well..
I've gotta say its very cool
Good thing me and Kenson went there early.. Unless no entry to those who are 18 and below!
although i already 18+.. my friends werent.. only jian ling which was from another class was same age as me..
The feeling is indescripable..
You see the queue so long..

After 9 pm, Kenson could not enter the re-entry...
So i accompanied him and erjue, winson, joycelyn and her 2 friends to the central to eat pepper lunch..
At 11pm then i went back to mos..
So i had to go there tgt with jian ling..

I just took a random shot of the place when i was inside..
Could see much since it was so dark..

I would neevr have thought i would dance so crazily when i went in..
The feeling just came in like that... it did not took me much preparation..
He said something about grinding which i am not very sure what it is..
But i guess its dancing very closly with the girls
And until they turn around and dance with u..
Well.. i did not really want that to happen.. as i was inexperience..
I didn't really know what to do as well..
the first group we tried grinding... failed.. of course.. i was only there to see see..
Ok, there are about 4 places where u can dance around..
We only dance in 2 of these places..
1 is the super quezy one and the other is the moving platform..
The super quezy one has musiz with lyrics whereas the other doesn't
So i preferred the one with lyrics one of course..
I am just so gald i was with Jian Ling's friends..
There got chio bus as well.. got 3.. wow
In the fance floor very hard to find girls leh..
Even if find already are those unwanted goods.. Or otherwise taken by another group..

I didn;t wan to say this.. but i was grind 4 times... ><
O ya.. i stayed from 11pm to 4 am..
4 hours of nonstop dancing... and 1 hour rest..
SUUPer tired... went home after that.. took the Night rider and miss my stop!!
But thankfully i woke up at Boon Lay station..
And took the first train back home..
Just nice!
I have so many things to say about this first time experience at MOS...
I've gotta say i really enjoyed myself.. Although its not really my type of place..

5/1 BBQ at West Coast

2008-04-07T21:11:00.000-07:00

Lol.. the only reason i'm blogging is becoz Cabal's patching =x...
Yeah.. let me share about the West Coast BBQ thing..
I went there alone! So emo..
I paid for the BBQ first for 225 bucks.. and ended up getting back only 150..
The food was from BBQ wholesale centre..
I ate quite a lot.. as i did not eat lunch and breakfast that day either..
During the BBQ we met Pei Yan.. lols.. i only tat day then know she broke with zhenghao already..
Lol...... of all the relationships i only remember zheng hao's one the most..
Then after the BBQ wanted to ton at benedict house..
But the only thing that came to me is CABAL.. lol.. i addict le..
So i did not stay..
Haiz.. no feel for blogging liao.. even though its the holidays..
zzz

Irresponsible Me..

2008-04-04T23:05:00.001-07:00

O man, i was suppose to go for my club's meeting today.
But i was lazy and tired.. Never slept ytd..
I feel so bad that i did not turn up... I mean will not turn up.. lol
Still got time to go but.. lazy..
Is this kind of attitude accepted??

Now I'm still punching in Cabal!!
My skill level is ultra low
I thikn i will punch till my magic A master.. OMG thats 70 levels..
WTH... all for osmium...

I feel guilty as a MDD deputy leader for not doing my duty when there's an event
I really cannot make it... You guys wont understand ><
its the 3rd day already and i think i cant make it for the 4th either..
I cant make it at all =(
Really sorry for not being able to do so =(

My mind is now thinking of going to sleep.. but i cant.. have to think for the Programs..
In which i did not go school for..
And later still have to meet coolioz for BBQ
Why's my life so busy???
When's the time that i can enjoy is packed with schdules of appointment which allow me not to relax and rest??
I also am thinking.. Alize and Gwen are tgt.. Well good for them..
Hard to say for those 2.. i dont wanna make any comments.. both of them are my really good friends.. in Cabal..
One is Dota pro, the other is from SP same gems class..

I will upload the photo of the BBQ that i will be having tonight in the next post..
Stay tuned =)

2008-03-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

I did sharing today!!
Here's what i said..

Procrastination

James 1:5-8
If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him.
But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind.
That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord;
he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does

You know, we all want to be successful in life, and you know that success does not come to people who are indecisive.
And of course, being successful people, you need to have hard work, being responsible, and definitely want something in life.
If you have a skeptical mindset, and always double minded, you'll never get anything. But if you are a person with a clear mindset, and knows what to choose, and with the shear hardwork and responsibility, you'll definetely suceed in life.
And now, this is very important, I want you to remember this,
1. To get to where you want to go in life, you must first start where you are.
Everyone of us have a different dreams/ aspiration/ visions/ aims. So wherever you want to be, you got to decide where you are. All change begins with a decision

2.Decisiveness is the quality to bring change

So today, we're going to learn a new word,
Ambivalence
1.Simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings
2.continual fluctuation
So if you're caught between 2 composing ideas/visions/ directions/ philosophy/ thinkings, and you are struggling because u cant decide where u want to go. Let me tell you, Ambivalence is going to bring you a great downfall. It can either make you or break you. So the bible says in...

James 4:17
Anyone, then, who knows the good he ought to do and doesn't do it, sins

Psalms 119:113
I hate double-minded men, but I love you law.

And I hate the double-minded men, If you want to be successful in life you cannot be undecisive from God, undecisive from the truth.

procrastination
You say you'll do your quiet time today, when when you forget, you say you'll do it tomorrow...
Tomorrow never comes, so you might as do it now and get over and done with.

3.We need to defeat Procrastination in our life
The Story of the Girl stuck in the toilet.
Story of the 3 devils, lets tell the christians there's no heaven thus all Christian ministries will collapse, no hell nobody will be punished for doing wrong things, no hurry.

Why do we procrastinate? We are afraid of not perfect enough/ failure.

9 steps to prevent procrastination
Activate your planner (Write it down, goal settings)
Break large tasks (break big things to smaller steps, How to eat an elephant? 1 part at a time)
Create datelines (Say I will do it by 5 o clock today)
Deal with Mess (Sort your documents at your house, to be thrown and filed)
Encourage yourself (tell yourself u can do it)
Face your fears (Usually there's 1 big problem, Overwhelm it, keep trying until u overcome it)
Goals Review(see how far your goal setting has progressed)
Hang on, don't give up (Nike, just do it)
Initiate Now (stop procrastinating)

Ecclesiastes 11:4
Whoever watches the wind will not plant; whoever looks at the clouds will not reap.
If you wait, you will never get it done. Don't be double-minded, get it done today.

Life Example
Money
1.Starting Salary $2,000
2.Save 10% of salary per month
3.Salary increment of 10% p.a.
4.10% returns on investment
Results?
Double your money in 15 years
Triple your money in 25 years
Millionaire in 30 years
What I am trying to say is that we can all be a millionaire. If we follow this method and start today

Choose

$1,000,000.00 double payment everyday from $0.01

We, only get to see the pay increasing after the 3rd week. So we need to have patience. You might be thinking, the rate that you guys save is too slow, but if we don't start saving from now, you'll never get to see that million dollars.

Two definitions for Save
Spend less
Put aside as a store or reserve (this is the accumulation of wealth)

Conclusion
You need to be decisive, do not procrastinate
Whatever decision you make, you make a spiritual decision
Start Today

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Yeah.. learnt this from CHC..

And I talked to Matthew from WRPF, about my gems, he told me to take this course..
Etiquette and Professional Image (BA016B)
Students who have taken this module (BA001A) previously under the Arts & Humanities cluster cannot take this module again under the Business & Management cluster
Your appearance and your manners work together to give you confidence and poise. In this module, we will teach you how to how to dress appropriately to suit your personal style, your build and your skin tone. We will also cover important aspects of business and social etiquette including how to make introductions and how to impress others with impeccable dining etiquette. Delivery of the module is by a combination of lectures and role plays. Assessments consist of a personal portfolio (CA1) and a group presentation (CA2).

He said its easy to get an A for this course.. But got portfolio leh.. sianz..
And group presentation!! Hopefully can do it with someone I prefer..

Hmm.. still thinking whether or not i should go to SPCCC...
See Celestine ba..
I was thinking of joining the Scuba Diving Club also.. since i like diving..
But i don want take up too many club... Need to save money!!

Yeah, i planned the programs for my spac2go club as well..
Haha... do so many things.. in 1 day and night...
And i never sleep for 1 of the nights.. i am lacking sleep!

One more day of work!

2008-03-28T03:14:00.000-07:00

Yeah, 31st March will be my last day of Work!!
Hmm.. total i think i earn about 2k+.. Tiths is 200, and who am i going to give?
Wrpf or chc?
Should i give the less richer one or the more populated one?
Should i split half half or give wholly?
HMm.. i got a feeling from the people in chc that they are telling me "Join our church otherwise don't come." Thats my instinct.. may not be true..
Haiz, let God decide on this saturday and sunday. =)
O no, i have to prepare word as well.. its time for me to share.. and share to other cell groups!!! I have only shared word 2 times my whole life.. and they want me to share with people i dont really recongnize.
Should I go?? I got a feeling God tells me to just go and he will guide me..
But Eugene is there!! zzz.. that makes things even worst..
I'm inexperienced.. I can only hope God will help me prepare for the worst.

Yeah, after my work i will have more time to spend outside!!
I only got 1 week to enjoy or rather less than a week. Cause my club needs me to prepare anniversary things..
Program IC leh.. very tough, and i got saboed into this..
I wanna quit..zz.. no fun in this club =x

And i will also have more time for MDD, and Ataraxis..
As well as time to blog..

Hopefully i can still join the badminton with Hitachi..
I think should be able to, they also not enough people there..
I cant wait for that day to be over...

Good Friday Service

2008-03-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

Today.. hmm.. i woke up at 11pm.. Yeah.. late becoz ytd slept at 3 am..
Played cabal until 1pm, and noticed i was late for church!
So i took a cab there which cost me 20 bucks, from bukit batok to expo..
Wah.. 1 person take like bo hua.. but nvm.. its for god =)
THe Drama in the service is good!
Very funny, except for the part where the whipped Jesus..
After the service, we ate Popeyes at Changi Airport..
Spent like 5 hours there eating and playing.. Fellowship..
And i finally completed God Of War on my psp.. THe story very short only...
Sianz..
But nvm ba.. at least i complete already..
Now to choing Cabal.. Finally can go Port Lux!! =))

This is the photo i took of when we're in Changi Airport..ya, all gals..

Tml is Good Friday!

2008-03-20T06:44:00.000-07:00

Yeah.. finally can rest from work!!
TML got church service at 10am, my dad might be going!!
Praise the Lord..
But.. I meeting my guild at city hall at 1pm tml as well..
So i will go church first then go for the event..
But i will miss out the church team practice...
Haiz. sound man no need do anything de la...
Hope to meet more friends(preferably not all guys); Cabal very little Girl players right??
I got 2 other friends not from the guild that are coming as well.. Nic from SP and Collin From Hitachi.. not to forget David whose also from hitachi.
=))

I remembered Ytd at Vivocity, I went out with Kenson and Jiexian to watch movie!
We Watched Horton... Jiexian strongly refuse to watch as he thinks its a boring show..
But he din even watch the trailer then anyhow make comments.. I believe the show is not that bad.. And it really isnt!
After the movie, we went to the toilet, and on the way, we saw another theathre opened door...
So we went in!
But jie xian no balls... don dare go in.. so me and kenson watch the free movie..
ANd it showed Rule #1.. haha.. Fiona Xie.. wahaha.. hot hot..
We sat so close to the sound system... very LOUD!!
Got frightened a bit.. But worth it! 1 for 1 movie..

Its coming

2008-03-16T06:02:00.000-07:00

Haha.. today's sunday.. and i went to church hoping that kenson would come as well..
But he last min said he stuck at his church and couldn't come..
Disappointed Joshua.. But anyway, he gave me the thing that he wanted to passed to kenson.
There's also a group picture that we have taken during the roller blading event which i am also supposed to pass to him
And aunty karen has got my email.. o no.. that means she will pass me the things needed to do if they want to make an announcement.. Haiz..
SO stresss.. Nvm la.. Its for GOd..

I also learnt that Eclaire aka tiya is from City Harvest.. This was ytd that i know..
But different side... she goes to the one at Jurong West where i go to the one at expo
Finally another mdd a christian.. i only know that sam, me and tiya are christians..
3 out of 15..

Anyway.. after church, i thought they would play lan..
But since alex has exam tml, the whole group also decided not to go.. so no lan..
ANd i went home in Uncle Sunny's car.. raining...
And they decided that they want to speak to me tml at night.. about that situation..
Hopefully its not to scold me.. i will get angry..
arr

Then today was the first time i did housework for my new house..
Haha.. could not find the vacum cleaner.. until my bro told me where it was..
And i had trouble finding the mop.. but i keep searching until i found it.. outside..

At 5pm, we went to assumption english school to play badminton..
Today's free.. next session onwareds, we have to pay 2 bucks each person..
Its ok la.. 2 bucks..
How i wished they more enthu in playing badminton.. and there would be challenge =x

Today is Saturday

2008-03-15T06:03:00.000-07:00

I finally met my mentor, and spit out whatever fillings i have kept inside of me.
I feel so good, but he's going to tell my auntie about this.
I fine with that.. as long as it all resolves..
I just want to thank god for making this appointment with me and Wai Tuck to be on this day.
Otherwise i would have fill more pain and struggle to let it all out
This will be confidential though, i wont say to anyone else.
I will not gain anything from doing that. Anyway, he did ask me a very tough question.
"what would you say if i was in my father's shoe?"
Its quite logic too, and it solves like half of my problem..
Well, thanks lord for giving me such a good mentor.
Even though he could not solve all my problems, he lessen them.

Anyway, after meeting my mentor, i was heading to Plaza Sing to meet mdd.
And on the way i met Jeremy, the person in charge of the rollerblading event which i said i could not go.
Lol.. so bad sia me.. don go for evangelism but go for mdd meeting..
Well, its already decided and i cant possible back out.. I'm the deputy guild leader!
When i reached yoshinoya, i saw ringa, liqing and sb sitting there already.
We were like stoning.. all the way until pam comes..
Before she came, lq and sb were like so.. talk and talk and talk..
Then were was this guai lan auntie that dont like us to sit at their table just to discuss, She even tell us to let other people sit.. But lq bought something, so she cannot say anything..
And ya, the meeting was.. er, awkward at first. Good thing i brought those topics out to discuss.. Otherwise we'll be like stoning and thinking and... ya..
This meeting was actually okay. . Except that ringa did not commented on anything?
After the meeting, we went to arcade.. played a game of silent hill, which my contact lenses suddenly dropped off..
And my hands were dirty but i did not care.. i just put them back on with my dirty hands.. o man.. my eyes are going to die soon..
We tried to queue for the DDR machine but the people there wouldn't let us play even though sb tabbed once..
If i were him, i would stand up for my rights.. and just tell them off..
But, if we were to play., we'll be like a disgrace.. cause they were very very pro..
They play the stage where once you missed a step, u fail..
And ya.. more than 2 people there can pass that stage.. cause they changed people..
Haiz.. xia sway.. nvm la.. 2 bucks just forget it.. Face more important..

When i left the arcade with sb, I saw my father on the train.
And the next thing i did was...
Ya.. avoid.. i took the other line train.. just so that i will not get off together with him..
You should know why i did that..
I then went to the direction of bugis and dropped..
And went to Fortune Centre to help my sister fix the DS
However, they only open at office hours.. very sianz.. wasted trip..
Should have reached home earlier and played game..
After that, i went to Burger King and ate alone, sad life.. and my psp no batt becoz i forgot to off it...

And ya, after that i went home and on the way i fixed my bike..
Cost me 20 bucks to change the whole tire!..
I already spent like 100+ for this whole bike.. and its 2nd hand!
Well if u get first hand also might not be stable..
No warranty.. so.. ya..

I lazy to put up pictures.. And lazy to write about the pass days that i have not wrote..
I might not put up pictures in the future.. unless their nice.. =)
That's it.. cya..

nil

2008-03-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

I feel sad..
very sad.. tonight cannot sleep..
i feel like leaving home and never see my family anymore..
where can i go??
as far as whereever they cannot find me..
i no longer wanna see them nor trust them.. even though they are my family..

Waiting for new post?

2008-03-06T03:23:00.000-08:00

I dont have any events currently.
Still planning to design the MDD blog..
I will be having camp tml! Plug-in camp..
SO there will be photos! and blogs!
The camp is friday night and ends on saturday evening.. sad man..
but nevermind.. its rollerblading day as well..
At least kenson will be there =)

Well.. now i am trying out the game called Cabal..
Still downloading... First it was nick that told me to play, but i did not cause i got no time.. Now its collin that told me to play.. then i think i will try the game..
Hopefully its fun and not addictive..
I hate addictive games..
If i play, i wont have time to blog..
My timing now just enough for work and after work blog.. then no more liao..
No time for games.. unless i don sleep.. which i had a bad experience last time when i played mahjong overnight..
BUt it still pass through

I love my work at hitachi.. I not only can go in MSN.. but i can take my time to do the work.. FIrst time doing work people tell me don do so fast..
But i cannot use the internet openly.. must use secretly..
And i already got my 20 days of pay.. 900 dollars..
But i already spent 400.. i dont know how i spend.. o.. the chalet and the swenson's meal.. ahh... icic.. Does credit card swipe straight away cuts the credit amount?? if it doesn't then i'm screwed..
It either means my pay is not 7.50 or someone has been using my credit card..
I remember giving it to kenneth to buy movie tickets..
O man.. am i stupid??

Step up 2

2008-03-04T05:33:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. i just watched Step up 2 on the internet..
Here's the link..
Step Up 2
I know i'm a spoiler.. haven out in cinemas i watch already.. but the quality not that good.. and some parts not there i think.. the trailer got a bit diff.

Hmm.. today i only recall... doing nothing from 10 to 12.30.. but staring at the screen and reading blog.. during working hours..
Because Jamaliah half day! =)
So good sia..
But when she came back.. wa... she give me 1 big chunk of work to do.. zzz..
really a lot lo.. she tot little and i can finish fast fast.. by tml must finish..
stress sia..
And.. today.. ya.. 1 group of Indian came.. cheap labour! lol =x

Then today, Captain Chin tell me to help him with the video again.. wth man
Left 1 more last day then tell us still need to edit..
zzz.. no time planning de.. Have to Ask for Leonard's help again.. because he's the only with who has after effects the program.. and i dont..
Hopefully he replies my msg =)

Finally its over!

2008-03-03T07:18:00.001-08:00

Yeah.. i finally finished making the Air Force Video..
Ha.. if u really want to see it, ask from me ^^
I started from scratch, and only had very limited and few army videos to make use of..
Yeah.. tks to Leonard's help for making the video with me.. We spent 11 hours tgt from 1pm to 12am, doing the video.
I nearly forgot he's from videography. So he would be professional in this area..
THanks leonard!
And thats how my sunday was .. gone..

Previously, ya.. after the trip to FIR? o no..
The Sentosa thing.. i haven put up..
Fine.. i will put it up when i have the time..
Anyway. the trip at sentosa was.. wet.. bad weather..
And ya.. the most memorable would be.. the ang mo? or the mermaid..
I dont understand the joke about the underwater world thing as thats where i left the group.
Haiz.. hard to explain without showing pictures..
But pictures take very long to upload. and i dont have the time..

Have done some work on the new mdd blog as well..
Here's the link.. MDD
Hopefully MDD will be back in action..

I just add some of the main pics =)
Group Pic at Sentosa

I'm a little mermaid

Last Group Picture before i left

FIR.. woohoo

Zheng Hao's Bd.. yeah..

Hah.. had a lot of fun during Zheng Hao's birthday.. we met at swensons to eat dinner.
Ya.. i gave him the snow globe.. haha..
We ate cake at Weeleng and yokechee's house downstairs..
called Jerome and mark to come over..
Jerome has changed..lol
THen later WL tried to ride my bike.. and she fell, but i failed to save her in time.. i feel so guilty.. =x
It was cake cutting time, we had 2 extra pieces.. and we gave to the 2 indians beside us.. lol.. too bad never tkae picture.. lol..
Then later play with the cake.. and talk and talk..
We went home about 10pm, thats all..
Hah.. brief description of my day.. Love u all =)

Dinner with mum

2008-02-28T08:01:00.000-08:00

ya.. today working still.. no change..
the only change is the tidbits the aunties give me..
today i got fish tiao..

and popcorn..

after work.. i left 1 hour beforehand.. wasted 7.50 bucks..
ya.. i managed to put on my contacts with 1 shot!
thats a good achievement..
yeah.. then i took a pic of myself..
must wear formal with tie.. sianz..

We took a cab there, cost 31 bucks.. cause got traffic jam at pie..
thank god we managed to reach there in the correct place..
thank god we did not go to the air show place.. its the wrong place..
my mum realise it was in the west camp and not the east..
thankfully she realised that when the traffic light was red just outside the west camp..
otherwise we wouldn't pay just 31 bucks..
yeah.. reach there really fine dinning.. people serve drinks.. and i just keep taking.. free wad..

too bad here no people around my age.. very bored.. nobody talk to me..
all the retiree here.. so i just take random shots..

My mum with Veeran. , the guy who drove us home

Yupp, this is it.. our table...

Ya.. My name tag.. command UC.. the guy who sits besides me, he's also the host for our table.. table 13..

While we eat, there's also a band playing.. cool man.. so fine.. dinning.. this is life man.. like the Vip seats for the air show.. Life...

Wee, finally the food arrive.. first up we had shark fin..
tasted like normal restaurant those kind of shark fin..
But i took 3 bowls of it!! cause its free and if nobody take, they will clear away..
Think its throw away ba.. very wasted leh..

Secondly, Chicken... not chee khern..
lol... the command of airforce name is Chee Khern..
Rhymes..
And this chicken taste good!, the skin's like kfc chicken, the meat's tender and smooth.. and the chicken is sleeping, coz the eyes are shut, lol.
I took like dam a lot lo.. eat finish already take another one.. keep taking non-stop.. but still haven finish!! my table nobody eat a lot de.. only me..
The command UC got his own special dish, and our table got 1 absent..
So that means we have 2 more servings more than other tables..
I eat dam full leh.. but still left about 1/4 of the chicken over..

Next dish is the Fish. This time cannot take a lot..
Cause they divide the portion for each of us very big.. then split already left like 1/3 left..
But i still ate a lot!.. cant finish.. we're the only table who cannot finish the food..

Next, its time to take present.. its a retiree dinner u see.. so my mum has a present as well as for me..
Ya, we took a picture tgt with Chee Khern, Command of Airforce.. Smile.. this is the only photo he smile at.. the rest are all without his teeth.. very valuable..
Think its becoz i am the youngest there.. or the only teen there.. lol, teen come to retiree dinner..

Haiz.. i got this.. a wallet.. called Braun Barrel..
Thank God i did not buy a wallet before this.. i initally wanted to buy a new one cause mine was quite spoiled, the coin pouch got hole.. ya..
Thank God!

Next, we continued with our food.. ya now its Prawns!!
Butter prawns.. my favorite..
I keep on eating and eating... and again... CANNOT FINISH!!
This time is not because i dont have enough time but i ate seriously too much already..
I took like 13 of the prawns.. good thing the shell is already peeled..

Next is Abalone.. ya, i only take 2 peices.. and all gone liao..
this one more people eat.. cause its expensive.. ya.. but i don like abalone.. so its ok..
taste like rubber.. haha.. all the abalone are gone.. but the vege still like untouched..

Ya.. see my creation... the graveyard or the prawns!!!
muahaha.. as you can see its really a lot.. and still cannot finish man.. usually everybody take 4-5 peices anc finish liao.. but i take.. wah.. sianz...

Next is the Noodles.. i full liao.. 1 enough.. same for the desert.

And ya.. thats it..
One last finaly shot before we went home..
Ya.. =)

Ya......Gald that i went for the dinner..

Please tag me if u find this format of blogging is better?

Results

2008-02-27T08:24:00.000-08:00

Woo hoo
hat i will get a 3 gpa..
and i really got a 3!!
i'm so happy=)
ya..
Thank god..
Now its only pray that i will go into CG.. becoz no drawing!
Hui zhen got 3.85, and leonard got 3.8..
siao people.. don make it to uni very wasted..

Anyway.. today i watched Deathnote 3
The movie was quite nice..
yeah.. L so cool..
But this movie has nothing to do with Deathnote actually..

Haiz.. so late already.. cannot talk too much..
tml still have to go with my mum to changi there to eat dinner..
zzz so far.. merilyn told me to go her cell group
but too bad.. my mum date me already
next week ba..

Lol!!

2008-02-26T02:30:00.000-08:00

Look at this video..
http://you.video.sina.com.cn/b/11403295-1258760847.html
http://www.megavideo.com/?v=LHMS0XK6

its about edison story.. ya.. they made it up.. haha!

It wont be funny if you dont understand chinese, don know about his stories, don know which is me and my friend's fan.. lols..

anyway.. let me share something that happened on monday
I won 20 bucks! from mahjong... zzz..
but i did not sleep, very tired.. and i still have to work for 9.5 hours..
I prayed.. for the day to pass by quickly..
I slept in the toilet from 9 to 9.30
Can u believe it? lol.. nobody found out.. (thats what i hope so)
Its hard to see the clock ticking so slowly..
I keep falling asleep.. and whatever Jamaliah, my work-giver, said to me.. went out by the other ear.. I kept nodding my head to whatever she said to me..
Lol.. and today she explained everything again.. =)
I will say she's not fit to be a teacher even though she has a teacher face =x
She throw one whole stack of files and tell me to check, and only explained 1 time how to do it.. zzz.. then i also found out a lot of other errors in it.. haiz..
The whole finance department got no young people.. haiz.. so boring..
The floor upstairs got 1 chio one.. i saw her for the 6th time today already..
She look quite young.. at least below 25..
Why must the department shift to downstairs!!

Then today Vedor asked me wan to join back MDD, my ex-audi clan
I also don play audi already.. but i just join ba..
Can make more friends! =)
Holiday very sianz.. esp when you have a boring job..
So must make more friends! and go out more often!

Shh.. these are confidential..
RiverLife church contract

Riverwalk contract

Hmm, riverlife got elevator.. why City Harvest don have? =x

Air Show!!

2008-02-25T02:36:00.000-08:00

WOo.. this air show rocks.. only if ur sitting in as vip..
unless it totally sucks..
ya.. in vip u get to see in a relaxing view.. sitting down and drinking free flow of drinks.. they come and serve you..
whereas non-vip have to stand in the hot sun and tilt their heads up.. to see the planes..
vip seaters just have to look straight.. =)
ya.. anyway.. kenson did not enjoy the good view.. but instead he exercise..and manage to see 1 or 2 planes =x
my phone batt low.. so i could not take as many pictures i as i wanted..

I meet with Alvin, racheal and kenson at the airshow.. brought them around.. but as normal people.. not vips..
ya.. after the airshow.. we saw uncle wai tuck, my mentor, on our way..
Then we tried to take a cab.,. but ended up waiting for like 30 plus mins.. and it cost 8 dollars extra..
In the end, we reached expo mrt and the total cab fare was 25 bucks.. zz just for 1 station changi to expo... zzz
anyway.. we were late already.. for chc.. so bo bian..
=(.. they both not there!!! today so little people!! =( disappointed..
Poor darryl only slept 1 hour.. then he felt sick..

Then after service, we had fellowship at ester's working place..
no discount =(
bak kut teh.. haiz.. but they not there!! =(

after the dinner.. me kenson wei fang and xiuzhen walked from clark key to bugis.. just to talk more to each other.. ya..
only that kenson left earlier.. so i had more talking time tgt with them..
first time try the milkshake at mac.. lol.. like a lot lo.. when its just a small cup..
i have to forcfully finish it.. and it does not quench ur thrist.. it makes u more thristy..
ha... ya.. thats about it.. my wonderful day.. i smell so bad..
yeah.. anyway.. we planned to go watch deathnote 3 this week.. ya.. i suggested it.. =x cause i really wanna watch..
So far only got me, wf, marilyn and darryl.. hope got more.. ya..

I'll pay for the movie ticket to whoever spots the picture which have "2 clear signs" in the same picture first... ya... good luck..=)

The Chalet with 1B03

2008-02-20T06:51:00.000-08:00

Hah.. i wont update this just yet..
lazy.. too many things to say i guess.. and i din really take a lot of pictures..
its 3 days long of words...

Here's what happen the first day...
I met with Jiexian and winson first at my house..
As usual, jiexian was late.. he was 1 hour late.. so we left the station without him.
anyway.. we met at my hse at 11.30
a bit too early.. as book in time was 3 pm
So we played 3 person mahjong.. no money one..
Haiz.. felt bored since its still too early..
At 1.30pm we left the house with the mahjong table and the carton of drinks.
Good thing we did not take long to find a taxi.. It cost 22 bucks to reach aloha loyang..
but we reach there at 2pm.. still too early...
Haiz.. we sat outside the terrace waiting for time to pass by..
finally, when we can book in.. er jue, yuen pan and wai keat came..
Then we went in lo..
Next thing, the 4 girls came.. ... tbc..

Ya.. since someone say i talk too much.. i will just say the details i most remember..
Kellyn play mahjong!!
and ya.. i feed her.. or tried to..
anyway.. i find this chalet not as bonding as the last one..
maybe because last time no mahjong table.. then all are forced to be in a small room and talk..
Anyway.. we had bbq on the first day, zzz.. okok la.. nth much..
only that we had 4 marias..
1 devoted.. 200 pound beauty!
Isaac did not want to pay 15 bucks.. because he only had 14..
haiz.. he still owe me 10 anyway..
after the bbq, we played blackjack. and i lost.. 15..
then we played a free sport.. soccer..
then we smell badly.. i bathed in the swimming pool shower..
alone.. and dark in the cubical
good thing got kenson..
o ya.. before the shower.. we played a game called 41..
i lost the last 2 rounds and was to drink 13 cups of water.. but i only drank 10..
ya.. i felt bloated after that..
argg... so sway..

the next day, we woke up at 1pm.. zzz... chalet sleep very sianz de
like wasting the money..
we went to eat lunch at the kopitiam.. then went arcade, then pool..
ya.. i got asked to challenge to 2 person from there..
zz, they so pro.. in the end i did not play with them..
they look like those kind that play pool everyday..
i'm just a noob..
after pool, we played more arcade..
zzz, why never play ddr with me =( i very sad..

haiz.. then we went to subway to eat dinner..
wasted another afternoon to play games again..
i rather have something like a campfire where we chat..
after that, we went back to the chalet..
more games.. blackjack.. i won 50+ bucks this time...
then we played soccer again.. but this time with 5 other guys..
i made a person fall.. he became angry.. lucky he never start to scold foul words..
then we played in between from 2am to 5am..
we tried to ask next door to play mahjong with us.. but they only got 4 people who know how to play.. zzz sianz.. got nice gal leh, from ntu.. too bad..she smokes..
haiz.. lost about 10 from in between.. poor winson lost all his money.. and almost got in debt.. but we close 1 eye..

the next day, i woke up at 9.22am.. 38 mins to check out..
and i have to carry the mahjong table all the way home!!!
and i think i got sick from eating raw food from the bbq the last night..
keep shitting.. haiz..
finally i reached home.. panting and sweating.. with that super heavy bag with my laptop and mahjong set..
next time i don bring too much things already..
If there's another chalet.. i will book the one in east coast.. kenny said its cheaper and bigger there.. i wanna go try it out.

I wanna go watch L change the world..
Please shout out if u wanna erm.. ya...

here's the pictures

well.. reply me rsvp =) tks

Sister's 21st Birthday

2008-02-16T07:19:00.000-08:00

Woo hoo.. its my sis 21st birthday!
and i totally forget that song hui also invited me to his house for bai nian..
haiz.. then i sms him to say i'm sorry..
anyway, today i wear contact lenses.. took 30 mins to put them on!!
zzz.. not used to it.. and i forgot how to put it on.. as it was 2 years ago since i had them
anyway.. had lots of fun.. we reached at 4... start to blow balloons..
and deco the place... then my sis's friends came.. 4 of them...
helped out also..
then as time passes by.. at 7.. majority of the people are already there..
the dinner started... ya.. the friends eat first..
we had a buffet cum bbq.. but bbq is only for us; relatives
then at 8 pm we cut cake! Key represents 21 yrs old..
lol key to wad?? freedom??
anyway.. audition people also came.. but my sis only like.. know a little of them
i know none.. lol
i never mix with them also.. also got no chio bu.. zzz..
the best one i can say is the audi one.. but too bad my sis don know her also..
ya.. but she look like she got bf liao..

after the event.. i heard my sister's friends like all going to play mahjong..
heard from 3 groups.. .. i also want to play =(
Too bad cannot play.. i even ask kenny to let me go his house and play..
nvm ba.. chalet then play.. hopefully can..

Ya.. sorry got no caption.. lazy to put...
Ya.. i wont be blogging for the next 3 days.. going chalet!! woohoo!!
Hope to meet more gals.. yeah..
Hope wont be boring.. hope everything go smoothly.. =)
Go kira..

Friendster party at riverwalk

2008-02-15T19:03:00.000-08:00

ya.. today after work in hitachi, i went to riverwalk for a thing called friendster party.. had quite a lot of fun... yeah.. when u see chio bus you will feel shoik.. esp when they talk to you.. Good thing they approach me first.. =x ya anyway.. i went to starbucks first.. drank a $7 coffee and wait for 7 to come.. In the end.. i wait and wait until i saw ang ren.. then we went there tgt.. Its in the same place as the masqurade party.. omg.. nobody told me.. otherwise i would have got there myself.. let me wait for so long >.< ya anyway.. here's the pics..

I wanted this color!!
road jammed...

traffic jammed

Haiz.. no gals..

Look, its the party..

the 4 feet

cleaer version

Staring competition..

After 1 min...

At the bus stop.. bye my..

After the event, i went to newton circus.. not newton circle.. eat with maru.. saw jessica sister.. wa so like her man.. i din know she tgt with steve.. suprisingly.. and ah gu also.. wa.. jeslyn sis like older then her lo.. anyway.. after the dinner, we went to ps initially to watch Death note.. But when we went there.. they said they got a printing error.. wth man early know should go home.. but we watched juno instead.. the movie was dam boring.. super boring.. should have just watch jumper instead..

Update for 11/02/08 k box..

2008-02-15T18:52:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. i forgot to put my kbox pics inside.. so now i will be putting them in

Zheng Hao singing..

Group pic with wendy

testing out phone only.. no need post..

camera man lousy... bo skill

group pic without wendy

Yeah, its my first time singing in a kbox with friends.. i felt good... at least i din waste the money for not singing.. my friends were actually quite good singers..

Happy Valentine's day

2008-02-14T04:12:00.000-08:00

Today, the 14th of Febuary.. is Valentine's day.
How did i spend it?? well.. i worked from 8am to 6 pm..
My bike break down when i was riding home.. thus making me walk from Jurong east to Bukit Batok bicycle shop
Only to see that the shop is closed..
I tried to DIY myself.. and ended up no where but getting my hands dirty and blackish.
I got so angry i parked my bike outside the shop..
yeah.. tks man.. only 1 person replied my valentine's day msg..
not that i want more but.. ya.. anyway..
every year my valentine's day is always to stay at home..
go out more sianz.. people got stead u dont..
Might as well stay at home watch tv..

Now Downloading Bleach.. is 350kb/s fast??
Comparing it to last time yeah.. but now.. not really..
Bleach now getting sianz also.. they drag ang drag..
intro also put in the previous episodes one.. that takes up to 10 mins..
ending also show before de... total they only show 10 mins of what's new..
the rest are taken up by the ending and the intro song..
if i know where the anime stop ast manga.. i will read the manga..

Haiz.. i still worrying.. should i go find a stead?? like very lonely leh..
nvm.. let fate decide..
Yeah.. tml got 2 events.. after work..
I going to chc cell group v day dinner..
then at 11pm, going to newton circle for a dinner with Maru...
I will try to post more pictures since i haven been doing it for the past 3 posts.. yeah.. stay tuned..

2nd Day of Work

2008-02-13T08:49:00.001-08:00

Wee.. lol... i can use the internet in Hitachi..
I was not suppose to use though..
but i don care..
anyways.. if ur thinking of getting a job at my place...
They dont need temps anymore...
I got like 3 people asking me whether got vacancy...
ya.. btw i finally get to use the computer to do work..
1st day was just using my eyes..
now upgrade.. use computer..

Lunch was great... i wanted to eat alone but colin came to me and ate tgt with me..
yeah.. he was a great friend to be with.. even though he was talkative... ya..
he got 2 other friends who bo hue me.. totally man..
zzz.. nvm... i prefer to emo...

Yeah today me and my sis went to spectacle shop to buy contact lenses..
My degree never change!! thats cool...
Spent 70 bucks for the 2 boxes of lenses..
then dinner with my relatives.. ate lou hei.. yeah...

after dinner... isaac called me to play dota with them..
saying SP vs NP
must play...
even though i din want to... i still played...
eventually we won.. easy match man.. i din even die once..
haiz.. then because i play.. my relatives left the house early..
cause i was playing... then nobody want play mahjong.. lack 1 person..
so they leave early lo... sianz..

Then i rushed to jx hse to go plaza sing to watch movie..
watch cj7.. yeah... the movie was okay la..
the only disappointment was that it was not as funny as expected...
my idol leh... stephen chow...
The cj7 was cute i must say...
There were even people crying at the movie...
lols... lame..

1st Day of Work

2008-02-12T07:50:00.000-08:00

Woohoo.. i like my job man... not because it rocks but the pay rocks!!
$7.50 per hour, Overtime is $12.50...
I calculate already.. if i were to work non-stop monday to saturday..
I will earn 3k... wow...
yeah.. today i woke up late and came late for work..zzz..
lucky nobody knew i was late.. thank god the HR department shifted..
Shifted to downstairs... yeah.. heng..
first day of work come late very pai say de..

ya.. anyway.. after work.. i went to wisma with my sis and cousin to buy a dress for my sister for her 21st birthday..
we finally found a dress suitable for her... yeah..
then ate indonesian food at the kopitiam..

then shiyun invite me to her church cell group outing...zzz
but i cant go.. already got invited by Maru to go their dinner at newton circle..
Haiz.. so sad the css alumni dinner also on that date..
if only i can split myself into 3..

Yeah.. then i watched Prison break episode 12..
cool man.. they got out of prison..
poor ballack.. haha..
cant wait for the next one...

Cant wait for my next paycheck!! $_$

4th Day of CNY

2008-02-10T06:38:00.001-08:00

O man.. I still feel guilty of not going to church today
I was suppose to share word!!
Haiz.. anyway.. i met wei sheng at bukit batok at 11.30pm
and met with teo.. but we did not go up as hui zhen said there were nobody there yet.
so they went to my house first.
Wei sheng helped me to update my psp to the newest version.. 3.90 m33..
nice.. then we left my house at 1 pm..
Yeah.. reached already bai nian.. get ang pow.. then play cards..
all the girls already reached.. yeah..
first round i won $20..
second i won $40..
Lol.. so lucky sia..
They even all called me Gambling God.. even Hui Zhen's mother was me to be her godson..
And of course i din agree..
Yeah.. then we had a lot of fellowship tgt
Talked jokes... tell ghost stories..
Then finally we had dinner at 7pm..
We left the place at 9pm..
yeah..

Yeah.. our group picture.. i'm not inside.. cause im the one taking the photo with my 5 mega pixel camera

reached home i watch Victoria's Secret Fashion Show..
Chio sia the models.. i want to have a girlfriend like them =)

jkjk..

3rd Day of CNY

2008-02-09T19:07:00.001-08:00

Wee.. its the 3rd day..
All i can remember is mahjong..
Anyway.. i did nothing today.. no house visiting..
Woke up at 12pm.. initially wanted to go over to scape and collect my tickets.
Good thing i called first and ask.. ended up there's no one there..
So i was told to come and collect my tickets on Monday..
TO watch Ah long Pte ltd..
Jie xian said it was only half star..
sianz.. why jack neo movie become so lan??
Anyway.. i only manage to find 3 people.. 2 more still can come.. who should i ask??

Then met with jx at clementi 6 pm.. to play mahjong at darryl's house...
wanted to play tgt with jerrome but ended up elaine came over and he did not.,
so we just played... thank god she came..
and i won 10 bucks..
yeah.. finally won something..
After Mahjong.. me and jx walked..
and walked.. from Lavender..to Kallang.. to Beach Rd.. to Bugis.. to Douhby Ghaut.. to Somerset.. and to the bus stop to take night rider..
zzz.. we walked for 1 hour 30 mins.. should have taken a taxi..
well.. what's done is done..
And i was suppose to go to church today!!!.. but i woke up at 9.45am.. zzz..
sianz..

Then today i am going to hui zhen house and song hui house after that..
to collect ang pow, eat and play cards... =)
Sorry Lord for not going to church..

I took this picture because his writing a ticket... diaoz.. so bad

Wee...

2nd Day of CNY

2008-02-08T06:34:00.000-08:00

Wee.. i slept at 5.45am.. cause i cannot sleep..
I watched 27 dresses.. from 3 to 5..
Nice show i must say.. good storyline.
Well.. i woke up at 9.45.. of course its not by myself, but by my father..
Then after went to yi jiang to eat breakfast..
Met up with Uncle Sunny's family..
Then got this noisy Lion Dance troop there to make noise..
ZZzzz we eating peacefully then suddenly become deaf..
Then they drop 4 digit numbers.. 1973.. James Blunt Song...nineteen seventy three

After which we went to woodlands checkpoint there to see the view.. as well as take pictures..
ya.. then we went to house visiting...

ya.. visited one very big condo in Marine Parade... the condo cost $2mil.. zzz..
so rich... but angpow give so little.. =x
anyway.. eat their bird nest soup... ex leh.. 1 sip i know liao.. tat bowl cost about $50..

So sianz.. reach home already watch tv.. the final episode of shou zu 2
before it end, grandpa told me to take over mahjong.. cause his eyes getting blurry
And just like that.. i miss the ending of tat show..
Anyway.. mahjong i lost $1.20
So not so bad..

Then we had lou hei.. yeah.. i ate 2 plates.. cause i was hungry as i did not eat dinner..
haiz... what a boring day 2...
Hopefully day 3 would be better..
I cant wait for day 4.. going to 2 of my ex class mates house...
More gambling.. more money..

1st day of CNY

2008-02-07T08:58:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. its the first day of Chinese New Year!!
As usual, we ate the noodles made by my father in the morning..
Super nice and a lot of ingredients...
Then my relatives and cousins all come here and collect ang pow..
Melissa Helped me to wax my hair..
Then we played cards.. blackjack..
I won $2..
Ya.. then we take pictures.. before leaving the house..

We wanted to greet the neighbours Happy new year
but my mum was too shy as to not knowing of what to say..
So we did not say anything.. =.=
Anyways.. we went to our father's godmother place..
Yeah.. as usual every year..
Then we went to our grandma's place for more ang pow collecting..

At my grandma's place, there's very delicious porridge, pi dan zhou.
Ya.. so delicious that i ate 3 bowls..
Want to eat more also cannot.. the other people eat liao..
I brought my laptop there as every year i would be bored because there's only 1 conmputer there and we have to share it among 3 people..
Then the group came at about 5 pm.. there were 4 amongst our age.. I got to know them more.. 1 from China, 1 from Korea.. the other 2 Singaporean.. Uni liao..
Every year we see them but i have yet to memorise their names.. =.=
Anyways.. we played bridge.. i lost both games before they left.. cause its not my hand.. its the china girl's hand whom she did not know how to play..
Why all China girls all so cute de??

Anyway.. When we went home, we saw another group of people.. some from China.. wearing the traditional clothes..
Nice..
Then when i went home.. my grandparents and aunt was waiting for me to play mahjong..
And i was expecting to lose.. ya and so i did lose...
Don know why my luck not here with me..
I lost $15... Even knowingly i will lose i still play.. =.= so i tried to lose as least as possible.
yeah.. after losing money i striaght away went to sleep.. always have headache when i lose money...
ya..

After i wake up at 11pm, i played dota.. got new map liao.. Evoker dam gay..
If u know how to make use of the spells, its super gay lo... 1v5 also can win.,..
seriously..
I play 3v1 i also win..
They sure edit it or balance it..ya..

This is the first house i went

Blurry...

This is the godmother.. guess how old..

My family picture.

More family pic

and last with my grandparents..

Chinese New Year is here!

2008-02-06T22:44:00.000-08:00

O wow.. yesterday had reunion dinner..
Met at Ryan's house at 6pm..
Dinner not yet rdy.. so we watched Harry Potter Order of the Phoenix
Yeah.. then 7 pm comes.. we finally had dinner...
Ate Steamboat.. Managed to stuff all the food inside our stomachs..
Every year we always had left over.. but this year we managed to finish them.
After that, i wanted to play mahjong.. but since there were too many people, i did not play, and let the rest of them play..
Then song hui sms me.. to go to Chinatown for countdown..so crowded and i was too lazy to move around.. so i rejected him
After Finish watching Harry Potter, the replay, Melissa decided to let me take over her place.. (Think because she was losing badly..)
I took over her at 11pm and played.. Initially i was winning..
But when 12am comes, I throw a card which let my grandpa win max, and i had to pay for everyone.. total $12.80
Zzz.. from then on.. i did not recoup my losses but lose even more..
I had a headache then on... and felt very down..
Lose over $30 in total...zzz...
Then went home about 2 am.. and slept.. headache still hurtting..
O man..zz

This was the steam boat dinner

Wee my hair

2008-02-05T07:44:00.001-08:00

Hah.. after winning another $16 from mahjong at song hui hse
I felt very tired.. we ended at 8am.. reached home about 8.30am
Then serene message me to ask whether i have chose chc or wrpf..
I act blur and ask who's this.. cause i also not very sure..( lost all my contacts)
then after she reply "dun remember me rite? ok nvm.." then never reply liao... whats this suppose to mean man...
Supposed to meet spac2go members at 10am..
But i slept until 10.30am..zzz
Then i rushed there at 11.30am.. and planned the program list on way..
very dumb plan lo.. but better than nothing..
After the meeting, i ate KFC with syaiful.
I ate the 3 pcs chicken meal.
Dam full man.. dun understand why
my appetite suddenly decrease when i am having holidays.
Then i went home and.. sleep...

Sleep until 2.45, my sis ask me want to go out to orchard buy new year clothes
zzz... say 3.45 go but in the end also never go..
Then suppose to meet wendy and song hui at clementi at 7.30..
But i woke up at 7.15.. late liao..zz received 3 missed call from song hui
Then later i choing all the way to clementi.. reached at 8pm..
found the place and went in...
THen later they ask what color i want to colour my hair..
I stunned and dunno what to choose.. so told them to choose for me..
I the end.. i am not really satisfied with it..
Colour like never colour like that..
poor wendy more worst.
I cant even see the diff before and after..
haiz.. spent $67 on the haircut and color..
$5 extra for chin new year.. wth man..

Song hui parents so strict.. saw song hui colour his hair then scold him..
wah .. my parents sure dun care de...
Then later went home with wendy tgt.. Talked all the way...
I even told her about my "church matter"..
And send her back home..=)

This is my back view hair

We ate at the coffeeshop.. looking at my hair actually..

Ya.. looking again

Last Day of maru!!

2008-02-04T07:38:00.001-08:00

Yeah.. its the last day of maru for me!!
Today very sianz... haiz everyday for me also sianz
I always wake up late after 12.. then miss breakfast..
I today go repair my phone.. at toh guan service centre.
Went at 2 pm came back at 5pm.. 3 hours to reformat my phone..
Now i dont have everyone's contact number.. sianz..
Have to ask for number again..
.. Guess who's number i asked for first??...
Ya.. anyway.. my phone finally working in proper condition..
Can sms liao...

Sianz.. tml have to meet spac people for meeting..
Have to organize the 12th anniversary of spac2go
I'm the Program IC.. kana sabo de..

At work today in Maru so sianz.. and happy..
Only got 5 tables today..
First time Pauline talked to me so much..
THink its because its my last day as well as Jessica Not there..
I also realise that Jess not working for the whole week..
Lol.. how to survive sia.. the part timers also not going to work on CNY
Only got 3 people handling.. sure mati...
I asked steve how much i must pay for the korean red wine
Which i am going to drink during Chalet..
And Guess what.. Sandy gave it to me for free!!!
I tried to help JX get also.. but steve say ask him personally...
Lol.. too bad... most prob.. u should know must pay..
Yeah.. free wine..
But.. i also told Steve i will be coming back on April...
ZZZ... should have said i not coming back..
I tot he heard my convo with Pauline.. saying i rather work in a place which pays 50 cents more than now.. Haiz... bo bian la.. but if JX leave i will also leave..

Now planning to play mahjong with Song Hui and JX and Winson..
Haha.. winson losst $50 and still wants to play..
wth man... i would have stopped if i lost $30..
But he lost %50 and still wants to play!
He said he wants to win my money...
lol.. haven seen him win be4.. =x
well.. we shall see...

Woo, sure gonna miss this plant.. (maru toilet plant)

See nobody..zzz..

Yeah.. my free red wine..

Phone and PSP

2008-02-03T02:00:00.001-08:00

O no.. my phone cannot receive sms.. somethings wrong with it..
Good thing got 1 service centre at toh guan, near my house..
O ya.. today went to my own church.. listened to the word like wanna sleep.zz.
slept late last nite.. ya.. =(
Then i went with David, Alex, Constance, Jeremy, Sophia to Cineleisure..
Ate Billy Bombers for the first time.. only spent $6..
Actually its David that treat us.. so... Thanks!
Wanted to go *scape to get my tickets.. but it was like closed..

Then next we went to Wheelocks to find the rest of the church people...
A lot of them.. so i don want to state them all
we walked to taka to accompany David to buy a birthday gift for his friend, a girl..
After walking for 1 hour.. he still haven buy any gift..
then we left him cause he meeting his friend..
Initially we wanted to play lan.. but ended up.. all wanted to go home..
zzz.. go home lo.. i took the red line train from Orchard to BukitBatok.. 45 mins sia..
Saw Thahira on the train.. but never say hi to her.. zz, i so bad..

O ya.. Aunty Martha also asked me to buy a psp for her daughter..
zzz.. and i forgot where i bought my psp.. which is cheaper..
She also stated that if her daughter didn't do well for her exam, she will give me that psp..
So what should i hope for?? .. another psp would be good =)

Er.. if i never reply your sms.. forgive me..
My phone suddenly cannot work.. after my batt flat..
i re-on, the sms function cannot work already..
So i cannot receive or send out sms..zzz
very sianz de.,..

The End of year 1

2008-02-02T02:18:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. finally have time to blog..
My last paper of OOPM has already been completed!
Have confidence that i will pass the overall!
Praise the Lord.
After the Test, our class decide on a pass to go for our outing..
Cannot choose sushi because IZ and winson don wan..
Zzzz.. then we stay there decide for so long and decided to go to Soeul Garden at CityHall
But we reached there at 4.50, student meals was until. 4.30
So the price increase from 17 to 21 ++ .. then they all don wan liao
so we decide to walk around MS to find a place to eat.
We ended up eating in Carl's JR..
Eat until super full...zzz almost vomitted..
After that, we went to play arcade.. Bishi Bashi.. for a while.
And took a group Picture.. Nice looking angle for Vee and Kellyn
Then we Ps the group to play mahjong at Darryl's hse.
Ya, i won $21.50. Sad to say its 3 hse win 1 hse. Poor winson
We only played 10 cent 20 cent.
After that, we took the mrt home.. winson emo all the way..zz..
ya.. i went to Wendy's hse after that.. For more mahjong..
And i won again.. about the same amount...
made a meeting with wendy and song hui to go colour hair
At clementi on tuesday.. i think..
Haiz.. 2 days neevr sleep.. very tired..
Went home to slepppp from 8 am to 4 pm.. zzz
Wanted to go City Harvest.. but was feeling sianz.,.
Cause have to think that i go there alone, come back alone also..
JX never work.. so i don feel like going there.. even though, i know
Its for god.. not for the company.. Haiz..
I guess i need a rest from going there.. later they think i become one of them.
Now finally got chance to blog... so many things to say.. but i am super hungry now..
Never eat lunch and breakfast...
I am actually feeling quite sianz that it is holiday..
Because before this holiday.. i am already treating myself in a holiday mood.
So its like.. extended holiday... Haiz.. go out work better.. get money..
Then my mother also told me.. CNY angpow have to cut more.. zzz financial problem la...
I'm poor.. nvm.. now i going out eat le.. ciaoz...

This was taken in MS

Blurrr

Our Group Picture

Poll

2008-01-29T04:29:00.000-08:00

O ya, my design finally works foreva... ya..
Please vote as well =) in the polling corner
Today's "Maggi and Me" dam chio man..
So cute..
ya, anyway, finally finished my Web P test.
Got some difficulties.. hopefully can pass la.. Pray..
And i collected from 6 people 10 bucks..
YP, winson, er jue, isaac, leonard, wai keat paid.
Yeah..

Today esther tried to jio the sentosa people to play pool
but she herself hurt her leg...
wth man, then they guai lan me... prepare liao then last min say cannot
haiz.. nvm ba.. i also not very keen to go.
i just woke up they tell me go out liao..
Still got 1 more exam to go!!! After this I'm free!!!
Actually i'm not, still have to work at Hitachi..
Training to be like Itachi..
Betray friends..
ya...

O man.. i lost so many mahjong matches today..
Noo form sia... lucky its playing online.. not money..

This was my biggest and last win..

Stupid Web P

2008-01-28T07:15:00.001-08:00

O man, today was suppose to be the day i study for my Web P test.. But until now, i still haven studied a bit... I woke up in the afternoon and went to work in School.. zzz.. then meet up with Grace sow just to get disappointed.. She will not give me the answer script to the revision papers. saying its confidential.
Quek Chee Siong really know how to suan people
I go there he suan me every 5 seconds.
Just because i did not bring my laptop to his lesson
He keep repeating it and say its i purposely de.
Say I will get A and B for the test, means absent.
Say I really know how to dig out info from teacher
Say my oopm assignment is not ownself do de.
Say many many other things...zzz

After that, met Kellyn and baba(o no i forgot her name)
Eat my BF and lunch in front of them
Discuss Web P and chalet..
GO home after that..

Reach home dota..
3v5 i still won..
was losing badly.. but manage to last long
I used silencer.. early game own, but late game not so good
but because of me, my game lasted 85 minutes
zzzz

Then now study at mac...zzzz
This is just some Random pictures...

And i am alone.... so lonely...

Yeah.. finally time to meet my doom....

Another boring day

2008-01-27T03:41:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 8.30am, went to church, meet with cell group, share word, go for worship, do the sound, zzz... Anyways, to lighten things abit, matthew asked me to help him with his naruto game, defeat the legendary sannins, and ya, because of that, we followed them(his family) to lunch at Old Changi Airport Road. Too many food to choose from, spoilt with choices. So i just ate a char kway tiao and solve the problem. Ya, i completed the naruto mission and went home after that.

We took bus 7 and dropped at 4 seasons hotel, then we took bus 174 to reach home. Guess how long we took to go from Aljunied to Bukit Batok..

We Took two hours man!!! omg.. thats totally ridiculous.. slept in the bus all the way.. didnt pay attention to the surrondings.. you should know what i meant.

Then after we reach home, i play dota. Sianz, my team all feed except me.. they all under lvled by 8 and still say we can still win.. being the host, i left after my teamates all left... stupid game man, should have left earlier.. but host cannot leave until game ends.. shitty teamates..

After that, just nice, when i left the game, it was dinner time. We went to eat claypot rice.. and i ate 4 bowls... cause they cannot finish.. i realise it was very worth it, each person 5 bucks and we still get to eat 3 bowls for each person.. I should tell my friends about this, its at my hse nearby only. Ya, anyway, we went to a super cheap supermarket, 1.5 L Pokka Green Tea for $1.35. not only this item is cheap, the rest are also very cheap.. But remember, buy what u can carry...
This is what i Carried... looks like a bomb.. but its freaking heavy man. 1.5kg x 12 = 18kg i have to carry this from the super market to home..zzz

This drinks is for CNY btw..

Another day at chc

2008-01-26T08:39:00.000-08:00

woo today slept at 3am wake up at 10 am.. zzz, missed the jae thing.. anyways.. i slack until 1 pm before going off to practice at wrpf. We practice as usual... even though i was late by 15 minutes.. there were people even later than me.. wth.. the latest was ethel, late by 1 hour.. and we had to delay the prac just for her.. =x ya, i was the sound man, and i did the initials then went off.. sound man like useless..... =.=

yeah, when i was the train to expo, serene called me and asked........ too bad i was early and could not meet up with her. When i reached expo, i waited at the entrance..... i knew i was going to meet someone i know when i waited there.. so i waited there instead of calling other people to pick me up.. anyways, the wait was very enjoyable.. get to see many girls .. ya, nice ones.. Then i met with esther who was meeting sisca.. and we went in..

The message and worship was great. I was only unfamilar with 1 song, but as we kept singing the chorus, i know how to sing it already.. but now.. i forgot the lyrics already.. A.R. Bernard was the speaker, he seems quite --.. anyway, i was inspired by his message..yah.. even though i felt sleepy..

Then we had fellowship together after service, having dinner tgt. I did nothing much, except emoing... yeah, talked to samuel when we're walking to 7-11.. know more about the results of them.. ya.. nothing much to say..

When we're going to leave, i msg jiexian to tell him to meet tgt.. in the end his phone no batt.. let me wait in city hall alone for 30 mins.. zzz...good thing the train did not waited long at jurong east.. otherwise i would be very sianz..

This is team 1

.This is what i'm doing

JAE

2008-01-25T02:18:00.000-08:00

Sianz... today whole day at SP donno do what sia... wake up early in the morning at 7pm just to do this stupid thing... Its the JAE thing for o lvl grads... the whole day i was slacking.... and i got 6 cca pts for doing totally nothing except slack.. got free food somemore.. early known i should have went home.. nobody knows where we were...
well, its a good experience though, get to know syaiful and sandy more... and i found a new mahjong partner.. Got lots of chio bu there.. tml will have more... but cannot make it ... got team 1 practice... sianz..

This is how the JAE entrance look like

Hurray..

2008-01-24T04:07:00.000-08:00

O ya.. this is the link for prison break season 3 epidsode 10. All of the other links i have doesn't seem to work... except for this one which faiz sent me.. http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1897244156552336144 Yeah man, the show rox..... even if i have to wait for next episode.. ya, poor sammy died.. and scofield still trying to break free..

yeah.. today the O lvl results are out!!! i retook english just for your information.. and i Passed!! so happy =) . . i only prepared one day before the exam and i still manage to pass!!! what irony is this.. i studied for 8 months when i am in secondary school and failed, but when i study for 1 day, i passed.. what logic is this.. as long as i passed, i am happy.. i got so worried that i will never see my results.. as i changed my address, so the result slip went to the old one instead.. good thing i gave my mother a call to get the letters from the old house. Hurray its time to rejoice..

And lastly.. darn.. my phone bills went up to $45... and my father wants an explaination.. what am i going to say?? 45 is nothing?... i only remembered calling a 13 minutes conference call with kenson and jie xian to discuss some matters.. confidential yea... and my sms, i donno how many i used but should not exceed 700 ba.. omg.. i dunno what to say.. this is a good and bad day for me..

Results: Yeah, i paid my father 15 bucks.. cause 30 bucks is the plan.. but he said to me, if my bills exceed 40 again, i have to pay the full amount =(.... what kinda of.. nvm.. yeah..

SIanzz

2008-01-23T07:47:00.001-08:00

Yeah, today was the marathon of dota for 8 hrs... zzz.... I manage to only lose 3 games.. we played like 10 matches.. of which 3 are short games.. like 20 mins they all leave liao.. The comp there is good.. and u can host there also.. 8 hrs for $12.. worth it.. but must play for 8 hrs... Its called dorm, located at somewhere near ps..

After the 8 hrs of lan, i went to work.. sainz... no mood to work liao after that.. very the gong.... I felt so dizzy that i dropped and broke a bowl.. =( first time breaking things in maru.. Then we had staff meal.. wah.. we had super spicy seafood.. Vietnam style.. i think.. but i did not find it spicy.. the steam egg was hotter than the seafood..

O ya.. during work... Jessica told me something very encouraging... somethings that make me very happy.. ya.. And i told steve that when my full time working place schdule clashes with maru, i will quit then.. finally i told him...yeah.

Trip down Chinatown

2008-01-22T08:10:00.000-08:00

Haiz.. after the boring Maths Exam.. its finally time to enjoy!!
I went out with Kenson and Jie xian to Outram then we walked down China town..

We first ate hum jin pang to fill our stomachs

Then we visit the IRA.. nice

Even nicer....

Much bigger and better...

After that, we walk pass this shop called bread pitt

Then we had dinner

Ya.. dinner.. still undone...

Then we walk walk and saw this shop that looks like maru

The night passes by and we saw a middle finger building

We see the lights in chinatown as well

Ya.. thats all... erm where's kenson?

The end of huang jin lu

2008-01-21T05:59:00.000-08:00

Wee, a nice ending i must say... kai jie got his retribution.. jin long together with bak kut mei.. felicia chin happily ever after with her son.. nice nice.. i am satisfied with the ending... although i din watch quite a number of the episodes, i still find it nice...
the ending is defintely much better than "I am Legend". Its ending is totally crap..

Well, this show ends and another one comes out.. i hope the next one is as good as this..

Ya, having holiday le.. got a lot of time to spare..

Last Assignment

2008-01-21T00:29:00.000-08:00

Woo hoo, i finally finished all my assignments for my first year in poly!!!
Yeah, i met another joseph from church today to pass him warcraft 3 and DJmax2. Sad that after transferring, his version is not updated to play the game. He deleted many songs and his only game in the psp for the DJ max, but in the end still cannot play...=(
Then i met up with nic and he helped me a lot... lend me mounting board, help me print the picture and notes, lend me spray mount... Thank God that he's there, otherwise i would have delay for another day to pass up my assignment..

This is where i wanted to print my picture... wolu.. only me around and only 1 lights switched on.

And this is how my assignment looks like. crap..

A new beginning

2008-01-20T04:27:00.000-08:00

Yesh, today i looked for Uncle Mark and Wai Tuck for some conselling on whether i should attend 2 churchs. Mark told me that i should be at the giving-end and not the receiving-end, thus i should stay in my own church since i can only receive when i go for city harvest church. Giving-end means i do and spread the word of God and receiving-end means i listen to the word from others. However, Wai tuck told me that i should go to the church that i feel leads me closer to God, which i think it is city harvest. So its 1 for 1.. wow. Hard decision to make. They both told me also that it is ultimately my choice on which church i want to go to. I'm confused, help me o Lord...
I asked my mum, she said that i should stay in my own church since its "weaker" in the sense of power than city harvest. If all the powerful ones go to the powerful churches, the weaker ones would never rise up. So if i dont stay in my church, it would not grow stronger.
I am in a dilema... How Lord? please talk to me.

City Harvest

2008-01-19T08:57:00.000-08:00

Well, its my sixth time going to her church, and the first time she's not there...ya..
anyways.. i had fun during the fellowship.. the only thing i was bored with was the message today, maybe because i have heard it many many times. and Faith, was something we should all have..
Faith=confidence well i beg to differ.. there are many people in this world who has confidence also, does that mean they have faith in god too?
Ya well, on the question whether or not i should leave my church and go to city harvest instead of my own church is still in decision.... i cant bare to leave 8 years of experience in my church.. even though i feel like i am not really bonded there.. =(
How God? Please lead me the way and show me the path which i should go. I dont wanna be double minded. Its the truth that after all these years in church, city harvest is the only one that i will listen carefully to the message. Its also the place where i have receive the power to speak in tongues.. [its before i came to the church with e group]
After that long speech, i still pray for wisdom and anoitance to help me make the right choice and decide whether or not to stay.

O noo

2008-01-18T22:22:00.001-08:00

O gosh.. I woke up late and did not make it in time for my work at JLB..
Sianz.. why like that...
Why am i so tireD?
I feel so bad now..
even though i did not want to go, its basic courtesy to at least be there..
I feel like as if i am making broken promises.. this is not the first time =x

Boredom

2008-01-18T09:34:00.000-08:00

I feel bored.. thats why i created this blog.. ya..

First let me introduce myself.
I am Joseph, 19 on 18th Sep 2008, Male, Studying in Singapore Polytechnic, digital media student.
I use friendster and facebook and msn. Add me if you want, its kickupses@hotmail.com
I love many types of sports, but ain good at them =(
I am very outgoing, love to watch movies but nobody jio me go =.=

Sianz, wan go sleep liao..